transcends the material, and that is a spirit, a belief, a sacred belief, one that can be sensed but not articulated - language is so clumsy, metaphors so inferior - it seeps into my heart and makes me shudder. Comrades, students, is it possible that we still need to demonstrate whether liquor is a harmful insect or a beneficial one? No way, no way at all. Liquor is a swallow itâs a frog itâs a red-eyed wasp itâs a seven star ladybug, itâs a living pesticide! His spirits soared, and he waved his arms fervently, lost in the exuberance of the moment. The atmosphere in the lecture hall was white-hot; he stood there looking like Hitler. He said:
âSeventh Uncle, just look, the smell of liquor seeps in through the window, settles in through the ceiling, enters wherever thereâs a hole or a crackâ¦â
âThe boy is losing his mind,â Fang Nine said as he sniffed the air. âDo smells have color? Can you see them? This is lunacyâ¦â
Doubt clouded their eyes; they looked at me the way theyâd look at a child who had truly lost his mind. But to hell with them. On flying feet, I crossed a bridge of colors paved with the smell of liquor, feet flying⦠and a miracle occurred, my dear students, a miracle occurred! His head sagged from the weight of his emotions. Then, as he stood at the podium in the General Education Lecture Hall at the Brewerâs College, he intoned in a hoarse but extraordinarily infectious voice:
The picture of a glorious banquet on a snowswept night formed in my mindâs eye: A bright gas lamp. An old-fashioned square table. A bowl sits on the table, steam rising from within. Four people sit around the table, each holding a small bowl of liquor, as if cupping a rosy sunset. Their faces are kind of blurred ⦠Aiie! Theyâve cleared up, and I know who they are,â¦the Branch Secretary, the Brigade Accountant, the Militia Commander, the Head of the Womenâs League ⦠theyâre holding stewed legs of lamb, dipping them into garlic paste laced with soy sauce and sesame oil⦠pointing my finger, I was talking to Seventh Uncle and the others, like an announcer, but my eyes were blurred, and I couldnât see their faces clearly. Yet I didnât dare strain too hard for fear that the picture would dissolve⦠Seventh Uncle grabbed my hand and shook it hard.
âLittle Fish [Yu], Little Fish! Whatâs happened to you?â
As he shook my hand with his left hand, Seventh Uncle smacked the back of my head with his right. The thumping in my head sounded like a chipped brick or a splintered roof tile breaking the placid, mirrorlike surface of a pond; the water splashed in all directions, raising ripples that tumbled upon one another. The picture shattered, and my mind went blank. Angrily I shouted:
âWhat are you doing? What are all you people doing?â
They gazed at me anxiously. Seventh Uncle said:
âAre you dreaming, boy?â
Iâm not dreaming. I saw the Branch Secretary, the Brigade Accountant, the Head of the Womenâs League, and the Militia Commander. They were all drinking, and they were dipping legs of lamb into garlic paste, under a gas lamp, around a square table,â
Seventh Aunt yawned grandly.
âHallucinating,â she said.
âI saw them clear as day!â
Big Man Liu said, 'When I went down to the river to fetch water this afternoon, I did see the Head of the Womenâs League and two old ladies washing legs of lamb.â
âYouâre hallucinating, too,â Seventh Aunt said.
âI really did!â
âReally, my ass!â Seventh Aunt said. âI think youâre crazed with hunger.â
The young stove repairman tried to make peace:
âStop arguing, Iâll go take a look. You know, investigate.â
âAre you crazy?â Seventh Aunt said. âDo you believe in hallucinations?â
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