home.â Birdie realized how it sounded as soon as she said it. It soundedâ¦egocentric. Anglo -centric. As if Poopieâs whole life revolved around the Darlingtons. Enrico didnât call her on it, though. Of course, home was the town he and Poopie shared in Mexico. He didnât have to say.
âHow long has she worked for you?â he asked softly.
âSince the year I was born,â Birdie answered, picking at some fuzz on the o on her sweater.
âSeventeen years,â Enrico said slowly, apologetically.
For a moment, Birdie stopped breathing. She stared out the window at Poopie, down on the grass, oblivious to being watched. Her mind spun with thoughts of what it meant if that were true, what it meant about the way Poopie saw things.
âWeâre not justâ¦people she works for,â Birdie said, suddenly on fire. Poopie had been there to pick her up, to give her advice, to tell her when she was off the mark, to set her straight. Sheâd been there to do that Birdieâs whole life.
âShe loves you. Of course she does.â
Poopie wasnât a second mother. She was something else. If Birdieâs life revolved around someone, it was Poopie. âShe does,â Birdie asserted. She felt sick. Poopie loved her. She was sure she did.
But maybe not like home. Maybe not like Birdie loved Poopie.
âMaybe itâs not that, Birdie. It could be many other things,â Enrico told her tenderly.
âMaybe,â Birdie said softly, once again listening to the comforting silence of Enricoâs breath.
When they finally said good-bye, Birdie stayed by her window.The sun was setting earlier now, and the houseâs wide yard had an orange tint leading to the peach trees. Poopie had put down her beer and walked with a slow, aimless gait into the orchard. Like she was walking for the pure pleasure of walking, not like she was going to get something from the cider shed, or pick tomatoes for the salad, or get in her truck and drive to town. She wove back and forth between the peach trees, floating softly along the pale dirt that rolled out like red carpets between them. She reminded Birdie of some kind of blissed-out hippie.
Why hadnât she noticed before? Of course, Poopie was leaving. She had the look of someone who was already gone.
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On Halloween morning, when Birdie Darlington was five years old, she decided to draw a portrait of Poopie on the pantry wall. Using a red crayon, she outlined Poopieâs long skirt, her long black hair, her busy hands reaching out. It seemed like the perfect tribute, but when Birdie stood back to admire her work, she was shocked to see that what she had drawn wasnât Poopie at all, but the Virgin Mary. Terrified that she was witnessing a miracle, Birdie ran away and later blocked it from her mind completely.
Eight
âY ou have to put it on thick for something like this,â Lucretia said. âYouâre not just going to Homecoming. Youâre the Queen.â
Leeda remembered this already. She remembered all the advice her mom gave her. Smile no matter what. Donât slump. Put the makeup on thick.
Birdie lay across Lucretiaâs bed like a dead fish, her head hanging over the edge as she studied the carpet and picked it apart with her fingers. Leedaâs parentsâ bedroom had come straight off an Ethan Allen catalog pageâheadboard, side tables, bureauâall smooth, clean, matching, the whole bed so fluffed it nearly swallowed Birdie up. On her momâs side was a Patricia Cornwell novel. On her dadâs was a biography of John Adams. Leeda wondered vaguely if her parents ever talked when they were sitting here, fluffed up on all their pillows. She could feel her momâs gentle breathing on her face as Lucretia worked and her own breath falling in line with her motherâs. The gentle, synchronized rhythm made her sleepy, like a kitten.
âIâll call her,â Leeda said.
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