dreams. How long have I been here? I say. Two days, the boy says. He hands me a steaming cup, and Im about to refuse it when I see the tea bag string dangling over the side, smell the spices. Tea. My brother, Rowan, and I had it with our breakfast each morning, and with dinner each night. The smell is like home. My mother would hum as she waited by the stove for the water to boil. Blearily I sit up and take the tea. I hold it near my face and breathe the steam in through my nose. Its all I can do not to burst into tears. The boy must sense that the full impact of what has happened is reaching me. He must sense that Im on the verge of doing something dramatic like crying or trying to fling myself out the window like that other girl, because hes already moving for the door. Quietly, without looking back, he leaves me to my grief. But instead of tears, when I press my face against the pillow, a horrible, primal scream comes out of me. Its unlike anything I thought myself capable of. Rage, unlike anything Ive ever known.