flat in South Yarra that seemed possible. I tore the page from the paper and put it in my pocket. There was no show on Sunday â the absence of anything to do in Melbourne on Sunday had been a cause of tension between the Americans and the city fathers. After a great deal of pressure had been applied, picture theatres were allowed to open on Sundays, thereby getting thousands of soldiers off the street and into the movie houses, along with their giggling and compliant Australian girlfriends. The experiment didnât take, however, and Sundays soon returned to dull normality.
It was an overcast day, but by 10.00 a.m. it was already hot. I went into the back yard, much of which had been turned over to the growing of vegetables. Peter Gilbert was out there, turning earth with a garden fork. He was wearing baggy shorts and no shirt. Heâd kept himself in good shape â I gave him that. The hair on his chest might have been grey, but his skin hadnât yet begun to go slack and sag indecorously. He must have been sixty-five, yet he carried himself convincingly like a much younger man. The sight of him bare-chested had an unexpectedly positive effect on me. I realised that part of my antipathy towards him had been a sort of visceral disgust when I thought of him as my motherâs lover. The thought wasnât quite so disgusting now, which may point to a shallowness in me, although I donât think it does, really.
âGood morning, Peter.â
I could tell that he was surprised to be addressed civilly by me. He leaned on the garden fork.
âYou know, Will, I could have happily killed you on Friday when you blurted out that Cloris and John had a brother.â
I was immediately defensive.
âNo reasonable person would imagine that that particular nugget of information had been withheld.â I regretted my tone instantly. The ânuggetâ was, after all, the source of both Motherâs and Peter Gilbertâs grief. He didnât give me time to redress what Iâd just said. Instead he sighed, as if he could expect nothing better from me â a presumption I resented mightily â and ran his forearm across his brow.
âI was going to say, Will, that early in the evening I wanted to kill you. Later, though, I realised that youâd done your mother and me an enormous favour. Cloris and John had to find out sometime, and the longer we left it, the more awkward it was becoming. My wife has been dead now for almost six months. Of course my children are shocked by what they rightly see as almost a lifetimeâs deception. They donât understand, they canât understand, how I could live a lie. I think Cloris knows that I did it for them â and yes, I did it for myself, too. Donât imagine that Iâm not aware of that. However, a separation from their mother would have disrupted their lives. She was a fanatical Catholic. It didnât bother her one iota that there was nothing between us. We slept in separate bedrooms, for Godâs sake. She liked the arrangement. She found sex disgusting, and took no pleasure in it.â
âWhy are you telling me this?â
âBecause Iâm going to marry your mother in a few weeks, and I hardly know you at all.â
âMy father and you were very good friends.â
âYes, we were, when we were very young.â
âAnd yet you cuckolded him.â
Peter Gilbert didnât bat an eyelid.
âYes, I did. Our friendship wasnât worth the tiniest part of the love I felt for Agnes. I threw it away without the slightest qualm, and Iâd do the same again. Your father was a strange, cold man, Will.â
âMother is very fond of saying that Iâm very like him.â
âIâm sure sheâs only referring to your mannerisms, which are similar to your fatherâs, and you do look remarkably like him.â
âI donât really want to discuss these things with you,
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