his chair and tented his fingers as if I were one of his students and he was soberly discussing my failing grade. âTo make that kind of commitment is impossible for me. I canât think of anything right now except this book. Iâm up to my eyes in revisions.â
âThen after revisions?â
His lips twitched. Looking back, it definitely was one of those body language things I should have paid attention to. "Possibly. But donât hold me to that.â
The revisions were due in two weeks.All I had to do was hold on until then. Surely, Hugh would see the light after the book was off his back. Each night I prayed that the house would stay on the market, that it would wait for us. If only heâd get those damned revisions done, then I could give him the tour and he would fall in love with it as I had.
Hugh finished the revisions, turned in the manuscript, and promptly made a concerted effort to sleep, relax, read, exercise, go out with friends, catch an independent film in Harvard Square, learn how to brew true Turkish coffeeâanything but check out the house.
âItâs just as well,â he said when, brokenhearted and verging on tears, I angrily informed him that thanks to his foot-dragging, the house had been sold. âDonât take it too hard. It wasnât in our cards.â
After that, we never discussed houses again.Though that didnât stop me from lookingâconstantlyâand praying that Hugh would change his mind.
The familiar feelings of domestic longing come rushing back when I drive up to 25 Peabody Road.Though Iâve passed by this house and picked up Todd here a few times after work, Iâve never really stopped to appreciate the place.Twice as large as the adorable blue Spring Hill house in Somerville, it has a wraparound front porch, shutters, real stained-glass windows, and unbelievable privacy.
Toddâs right. It is a rare find.
Even Hugh would go for it, I think, immediately kicking myself for falling into the old habit of automatically asking myself what Hugh would do. I must get over him for my own sanity. I have to steam forward, forge the next stream, climb every mountain. Just because he wonât be upstairs writing doesnât mean I canât bake cookies in the kitchen.Though it wonât be half as much fun without our children, Meg, Beth, and Amy, the darlings.
âHurry up.Youâre creeping along like a couple of old ladies.â Todd is waiting for me on the front porch, showered and shaved, as eager as a kid on Christmas morning. âUntil now, youâve only seen the kitchen torn up, Genie.Wait âtil you see what weâve done to the rest of the house. Itâll blow your mind.â
âNot too shabby,â Patty says, slowly climbing the wide front steps. âI canât believe itâs only half a mil.There must be mold.â
âNo mold, baby.â Todd graciously opens the front door for us. âNo kitchen. But thatâs okay since Genieâs no cook.â
"Ha, ha.â I stick out my tongue at him as we enter the recently renovated living room, where, much to my delight, a fireplace with a gorgeous new marble mantel awaits.
âCanât you see Hugh here?â Todd positions himself by the mantel, pretending to puff on a pipe. âYes, yes. But youâre arguing from a strictly Hobbesian perspective. Consider if you will, old man, the Swiftian viewpoint. Blah, blah, blah. More hot air.â
âIs that supposed to be British intellectual?â Patty asks. âOr Alistair Cooke with sleep apnea?â
âLike thereâs a difference.â
One of Toddâs workers, a tall tan man with dark curling hair, walks by with a long strip of white painted molding balanced on his shoulder. Nick the carpenter. Crap. The last man on Earth I should have to deal with this morning.
Not that I have anything against Nick personally. Iâm sure heâs nice enough; at
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