came first, with a long train of men-at-arms to prepare against the kingâs arrival, and I leaped joyfully into his travel-stained cloak and snuggled my face against his beard. I had grown used to Lord Hugh but now I was struck again by how cold and elegant he looked next to my father, who was rounder and more red-faced than ever. I hopped about Father, asking him where he had been and if he had experienced any adventures, and teasing him for presents.
âI hear youâve become a fine rider,â he smiled. âSo I thought you might want this.â He gave me a thin parcel wrapped in vellum. Inside was a whip, an ivory whip tooled in silver with a scarlet tassel on the grip.
âThank you, oh thank you, Papa!â I hoped he couldnât hear the disappointment in my voice. It was a beautiful gift, but it was a ladyâs tool, far too small and delicate for Othon. I suddenly felt very sad. Why did things change? Why did people go away and when they came back everything was different? Now that I looked, I could see my papa was older, the lines on his face deepened into little runnels, with streaks of grey in his beard. I was ashamed of my ingratitude and determined to behave beautifully, to make him proud of my accomplishments. His hand felt the same, though, so big and rough around my palm. In that moment I never wanted to let it go.
Hal had grown upwards, not outwards, and I had to think that he looked fine, broader through his shoulders, but still with that same sullen air. We greeted one another coolly, playing at grown-ups, but he barely spoke to me again as we sat over a simple supper of bread, cheese and dried fruit. The kitchens were already swarming with King Johnâs purveyors, who had commandeered every deer and game bird for miles around.
âTheyâre making entremets of marchpane,â I couldnât help whispering excitedly to Hal. âWe can save some for my horse, Othon. He loves sugar.â
âWhat do I care about your horse?â he hissed back rudely. So he was just as stupid as ever.
Agnes wanted to put me to bed after we had eaten, but I begged to be allowed to sit a little, first mixing the menâs wine so that my papa smiled at my grave new manners, and then leaning against him on the settle. The hall at Lusignan had a new fireplace, a huge stone chamber that could take a wholetree, and the heat from the flames made me doze. I slipped in and out of dreams until I was roused by one of my fatherâs mastiffs licking my hand, but something made me keep my eyes closed and let my head drop more heavily against his shoulder.
âDo you think he will really do it?â my father was asking.
âOf course. Look at her. Heâs known for it, after all,â replied Lord Hugh.
My fatherâs rough hand stroked my cheek, I muttered something and twitched my face away as though he had disturbed my sleep. âLook at her, though. Sheâs such a little maid.â
âYou thought her old enough for my boy.â
âIndeed.â
âAnd afterwards?â
âWeâll wait a while. And then, Duke Arthur knows what we wish.â
Why were they talking about me like this? And why Duke Arthur? Behind my eyelids the firelight glowed red. I was wide awake now, but I kept my breathing soft and regular. For a while there was no sound except the horn beakers on the trestle as the men drank their wine.
âI regret La Marche. Sincerely I do,â Father began.
âNo matter. There will be other lands.â
What was my father talking about? La Marche was his county, our county. It had been ever since he had sworn loyalty to King John. La Marche was the reason I was betrothed, was it not? The county that had been contested between Lusignans and Taillefers for generations? When Hal married me, the Lusignanlands, Angouleme and La Marche, would be joined together, creating one apanage for our children.
âI think,â Lord Hugh was
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