room.
Karas imagination molded his words into images in her mind. What happened? she whispered.
I told him where to find me if he ever needed me. Even ripped the label off my saddlebag with my name burned into the leather along with the Catlin brand. But I knew Id never hear from him. He told me hed kill me if our paths crossed again. I have a sister I barely remember and a grandmother who died before I got to know her well. Quil was my only family. I tried to help him, but he wanted nothing from me. Wed been boys together, but now we were men in different worlds.
Jonathan looked out the window while his mind searched back in time. I cant undo what the Comanche did to my people or what the trappers did to Quils family. But, a few weeks ago when I was at Catlin Ranch, a message came from Fort Elliot.
What did it say? Kara was almost afraid to ask.
It didnt say anything. It was only the label that Id torn off, but I knew what it meant. Quil needed me.
Youre headed there now?
Jonathan nodded. I went through there on my way to Kansas City and now Im headed back.
Kara frowned. But why do you need me to go help? What can I do?
You have black hair. Jonathans answer was so short and simple it was almost a slip.
But…
I saw Quil on my way up here. His wife had died in the corral the army calls a holding cell.
Tears bubbled in Karas eyes. Oh. Im so sorry. Is that why he called for you, to share in his grief?
No, Jonathan said slowly so that every word registered. His wife died in childbirth. His eyes stared into her very soul. Well be making a stop on our way home. I was hoping youd be going with me to see Quil. And youll be walking out of that corral with a baby in your arms. A baby with hair as black as yours.
Kara began shaking her head, but she couldnt make her mind form the words. She knew nothing of the West, of Apache or forts or babies. But there was no doubt in her mind that what Catlin was asking of her was illegal. It made no sense to save the McWimberlys a bullet and let the army kill her.
Jonathan moved beside her on the seat. You have to, he pleaded. Quil told me once they begin the journey back to the reservation the men and women will be separated. He could never take a newborn with him. Even if he could get a woman to take care of the baby, hed never be able to find them again. The odds are strong the child would die.
Jonathan stared at her with unreadable emotions smoldering in his eyes. I know what Im asking is illegal, but Wolf and I will be right beside you all the way. Once were back at the ranch, there will be others to take care of the baby. All you have to do is get from the fort to the train with the child in your arms.
Cant you find someone else?
Theres no time, and if I ask anyone in Texas, theres always the chance of someone finding out who the baby belongs to. No one knows you. They wouldnt question you having a baby. Your fair skin and green eyes may be different but, if were careful, no one will see more than the babys black hair. Hair the same color as yours.
His face was so close she could feel his breath along her cheek. His fingers brushed a damp curl from her forehead. If you want to back away, I understand. Ill give you a months salary and you can keep the clothes. You can step off this train and say good-bye. There arent many who would do what Im asking for an Apache child.
Kara remembered when shed been tiny and her mother told of carrying her from doctor to doctor along the fringes of the slum where theyd lived. They were stopped three times at the office doors and told that the doctor inside didnt have time to treat Irish children. They never can pay, one woman said, and if one dies, therell just be another born come spring.
Ill do it, Kara whispered.
Name your price. Jonathan pulled his hand away.
No
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