that.â
âItâs the Samaritan gag, straight out of the playbook. And now that we know itâs a piggyback, we can challenge him to liaise with the Institute. When he canât do it, we win.â
âWe win? A motherâs hope for her son is destroyed, and we win?â
âThatâs not what I mean and you know it. Apart from the money, apart from getting scammed, Sarah needs to focus on Jonah right now.â
âDonât you think thatâs her choice?â Allie wasnât sure Radar was wrong, but it irked her how Radar was sure he was right. âAt minimum, she could put herself on the Instituteâs map, make Jonah a candidate for treatment.â
âThatâs fine if she wants to do that,â said Radar. âOnly not through Ames. Heâll dead-end her money and she wonât get on the Instituteâs map.â
Allie grabbed the big water bottle she now felt compelledto carry with her everywhere and downed a significant chug. She felt herself becoming frustrated with Radar. Was it hormones already? The thought made her cheek twitch. Morning sickness. Ridiculous thirst. Food cravings next, she supposed.
Allie admired and appreciated Radarâs bright and shiny reaction to her pregnancy, for it was unguarded, and in a Hoverlander, unguarded moments are rare. She felt she could trust that Radar wanted a kid, but here in her fifth week, ambivalence was Allieâs middle name. Not about the body stuff. That she could handle. But Allie, as a damaged child of damaged parents, with further damage inflicted by all those fosters, feared sheâd be a damaged parent, too. She looked at Radar and knew she could count on some of his courage to carry her. This is a good man, she thought. Against all odds, a good man.
When they first met, Allie thought Radar was damaged, too. He had to be, or why would he be attracted to someone damaged like her? By now, though, she had met Radarâs long-lost father, the roguish Woody Hoverlander, himself a con artist of the first water, and she understood that her link with Radar was the game, not the pain. He had been trained in the grift, raised in it from birth, prodigiously talented and soon great at it, but he never got a chance to show off for the person who mattered most. Through her he had filled a long unrequited need. So she drew comfort from his comfort and accepted his acceptance of her. That he showed off for her made her something of a surrogate, and she accepted that, too.
She just worried that he was showing off now.
âRadar,â she said, âI donât get you. Weâve done diligence. You met the guy. So he acts too innocent. So he misuses a word.â She shot a look at Vic. âLike that never happens around here.â She leafed through the documents. âI donât see anything here that barks like a duck, Radar, and if youâre honest, I think youâll agree. Weâve done our job. We can let Sarah handle this now.â
âEnd-around Ames direct to the Institute?â
âIf thatâs what she chooses. But Radar: She chooses.â
âNo. Sheâs not that smart. Sheâll screw it up.â
Something in Radarâs voice shot through Allie to a place deep inside her, for she detected his sense of protectiveness, a protectiveness sheâd have sworn he reserved only for her, or possibly for Mirplo at certain particularly clueless points in his past. She said, âRadar, do I have to quote you to you?â
âWhat do you mean?â
ââThereâs two kinds of problems in this world, my problem and not my problem.ââ
âSheâs right, Radar,â said Vic. âIâve heard you say that.â
âWe can tell Sarah what weâve foundâand what we havenât found. We can suggest a course of action. Anything beyond that is making not our problem our problem. I donât understand why youâd want to do
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