so that justice can be done. That’s why men usually come to me. But you seem satisfied that you already know the truth. I’ m not sure what good it will do you. That’s the odd thing about truth, how much one craves it, yet how useless it often is. If you’re thinking of bringing charges of murder against King Ptolemy, I’ m not sure that a Roman court has jurisdiction over a friendly foreign monarch; I am sure that nothing could be done without the Senate, and we know that you can’t rely on them. If you’re thinking of bringing a charge against Pompey, then I would advise you to think again. Pompey has enemies, to be sure, but not one of them would be willing to attack him openly in a court of law, no matter how compelling the evidence. Pompey is much too strong.”
I wrinkled my brow. “Perhaps it’s this Publius Asicius against whom you want to bring charges, for attempting topoison you. If he did put Lucceius’s slaves up to it, then you might have a case, provided that Lucceius is not the creature of Pompey that you suspect him to be, and is willing to let his slaves testify against Asicius. Such a trial might be useful. This Publius Asicius can’t be too important if I’ve never heard of him, and that means he might be vulnerable. A trial against him could draw attention to your cause and elicit sympathy. Even so—”
“No, Gordianus,” Dio said. “It’s not a trial I seek. Do you think I expect justice from a Roman court? I come to you seeking merely to save my own life, so that I can continue with my mission.”
I bit my lip. “Teacher, I can’t offer you accommodations under my roof. I can’t guarantee your safety, for one thing. While I place great trust in my household slaves, this house would hardly be secure against assassins as determined as your enemies appear to be. And then there’s the danger to my own family. I have a wife, Teacher, and a young daughter—”
“No, Gordianus, I don’t ask to spend a single night under the roof of your splendid house. What I need is your help in deciding whom I can trust and whom I cannot. They say you have ways of finding the truth. They say you have a sense for it, as other men have a sense of smell or taste. You say that truth is often useless, but it might save me now. Can I trust my new host, Titus Coponius? I met him in Alexandria. He is wealthy, educated, a student of philosophy—but can I entrust my life to him? Will he betray me? Is he another of Pompey’s tools? You must know how to find out such things.”
“Perhaps,” I said cautiously, “but the task is more complicated than you may realize. If only you had come to me wanting to recover a stolen ring, or trying to find out whether a rich merchant did or did not murder his wife, or seeking to trace the origin of a threatening letter. Such mysteries are simple, and relatively safe. But to ask the kinds of questions you would have me ask, of those who would know theanswers, would almost certainly attract the attention of powerful men . . .”
“You wan Pompey,” said Dio.
“Yes, perhaps even Pompey himself.” I nervously tapped at my chin. “I would hate for you to think me a coward, Teacher, afraid to move for fear of offending powerful men. In years gone by, I’ve dared to beard a few lions when the cause demanded it. Sulla the Dictator, for one, when I looked for the truth behind the murder of Sextus Roscius. Marcus Crassus, when he sought to slay a whole household of slaves. Even Cicero, when he grew reckless with power in the year of his consulship. Fortunately, so far, I’ve never crossed paths with Pompey. I don’t wish to do so now. As a man grows older, and presumably wiser, he grows more cautious.”
“You won’t help me, then?” The despair in his voice made me feel a prickle of shame.
“Teacher, I can’t. Even if I were eager to do so, it would still be impossible, at least for a while, because I’m about to go on a long trip. I leave at dawn. My wife
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