follow me out of the dining hall and line up in front of the equipment room so I can hand out their poles.
If the dean only knew how Fishing Friday normally goes down, he wouldnât waste his breath warning me about a coyote.
Six times Jane has hooked me, not a fish. Four times Tim has eaten deer poop. Now, the little turds do look like berries, but after the first three times youâd think heâd make a mental note of it. Three times I lost one of them for more than an hour, and we all had to fan out in a long line and form a search party. Twice Little John was sure he saw a witch and got so scared he wet his pants. I keep telling him that yes, there is magic in those woods, but no witches.
Before we leave, I line them up and hand out the equipmentâpoles, hooks, and bait.
Sixty times someoneâs pole has floated away to the middle of the lake.
When itâs Sparrowâs turn, I hold his brand-new pole out to him and then jerk it back a little as he grabs for it.
He laughs. âI wonât bust it up, I promise,â he says.
I hand it to him and squeeze the back of his neck lightly. His hair is soft and wispy.
He flips the pole over in his hand and then looks up at me with his face really still. I can tell heâs too happy for words when he gets that look. He traces a finger along the design I carved. Itâs of two wolves, and theyâre running around the bottom, tail to mouth. Itâs the best carving Iâve ever done. And he gets what it means, he knows what Iâm saying to him. Iâm saying, Hey, Sparrow, youâre no cub, youâre no weak runt, youâre a wolf. Youâre in my pack.
Five times Sparrow has slipped his hand in mine while we walk back to school from the lake.
You know what Sparrowâs problem is? Itâs so bad itâs hard for me to tell it. When he first came here he always had a couple of bruises on his cheek or his arm. Over the week they would fade and turn into yellow smears. Then Friday night heâd go home with his mom.
When he came back on Sundays heâd run to his room, open the door, and chuck in his duffel bag. Then, quick like a bunny, heâd head down to Fort Casey all by himself. But every single time, Sparrow would come back with more bruises. Heâd tell the dean that heâd fallen on the stairs at the fort, or that heâd stood up under the cannon and gotten a lump on his head.
I had a bad feeling about it. How can one kid get hurt so much and so bad?
So one Sunday afternoon after his mom dropped him off, I decided to find out. First, he ran to his room and put his bag away. He came back out wearing a too-big baseball cap, and I followed him over to Fort Casey. You know where he went. To the Blackout Tunnel.
Before he stepped into the tunnel he looked back, like he wanted to make sure nobody was watching. He lifted his head up, and for the first time I saw what the baseball hat hid. A huge bruise under his eye.
He stayed in the tunnel for a while and then came out. When he got back to the school he ran up to thedean and said, âDean Swift, a little boy playing on the field at the fort hit a baseball right into my eye.â
Dean Swift clucked a few times, put an arm around him, and took him to the nurse.
I was confused. Nothing had hit him at the fort.
My gut told me that Sparrow shouldnât go home on the weekends. But I kept my mouth shut, because I didnât know who to tell or even really what to say. It was just a feeling, thatâs all.
It turned out Sparrowâs mom was hitting himânot because he was bad but because she was. I heard the dean telling Cook Patsy one day when they forgot I was in the kitchen. I couldnât see his face, since I was chopping up onions and had to keep wiping my eyes, but Iâve never heard his voice so furious. Those were the worst onions Iâve ever chopped.
The dean had found out that Sparrow was lying about getting hurt at the
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