if thatâs what I saw, Mama? What if a witch put a curse on one of us and that bird is the sign?â
âNa! and who would want to harm us, Khosi? What have we ever done to create enemies?â Thatâs what she would say, adding, âEven if people try to do something against you, the only power they have over you is your fear.â
Iâve heard her say something like that many times.
So I keep telling myself, Itâs nothing, just like Mama would say. Itâs just my imagination. Itâs nothing exceptâ¦itâs not just the lightning bird. Itâs my dreams. And itâs the witchâher threat, and the fact that she must have gotten some of my skin under her fingernails so she could send the impundulu to come for me, to kidnap or to kill me.
Still, I donât tell Mama when she joins me for breakfast. Or Gogo when she wakes up. I keep the lightning bird a secret.
Why? Because I hope Iâm right. I hope itâs nothing.
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When Mama leaves, even though itâs still dark, only 4 oâclock in the morning, our neighbor lady is waiting outside. Why isnât she inside, drinking tea and having breakfast? Or sleeping? What is she doing outside, staring at our house as if she wishes evil on us?
Though Mama greets her pleasantly, âGood morning, Mama,â Inkosikazi Dudu says nothing in response. She just shakes her fist at Mamaâs back when she steps outside the gate.
âWhy did she do that?â I ask.
âShe got angry when I told her there was very little money in her husbandâs insurance settlement,â Mama says. She sighs. âPerhaps she is blaming me instead of her husband.â
When I go back inside, I peek over at Inkosikazi Duduâs house. She is standing just inside, the door cracked open, watching as Mama walks down the road to the khumbi stop.
PART TWO
THE CROCODILE
CHAPTER NINE
GROWN-UP GIRL
After Mama leaves, she stays in Greytown for too many weeks. She says sheâs just too busy to come home, but she used to come home every weekend, no matter how much work she had.
Zi misses Mama so much. Because she wonât let anybody but Mama touch her hair, it starts to look ratty. I beg her, âPlease, Zi, please let me comb your hair.â
âNo,â she yells and runs under the bed to hide.
âMaybe we should shave her head,â I suggest.
âElizabeth will return soon, Iâm sure,â Gogo replies.
âMaybe Mama can talk to Inkosikazi Dudu when she returns,â I say. Ever since Mama left, Inkosikazi Dudu has spent a lot of time in her yard, brooding over her broom and staring at our house. She wonât speak to us about it, though. In fact, she isnât speaking to us at all, even when we greet her.
Gogoâs face crinkles up in worry as soon as I mention the next-door neighbor. Sheâs so short and small, it makes me want to protect her. âI donât know what is her problem.â
Anger like Inkosikazi Duduâs is always something to fear. When people get too angry, who knows what theyâre willing to do, even to go so far as to make a bargain with the devil.
âI am sure Inkosikazi Dudu will forget about it just now,â I say. But
I donât think I reassure either of us. So I try joking: âItâs just that the tokoloshe has been whispering lies in her ear all night long.â
Ziâs head pops out from under the bed. âWhatâs the tokoloshe ?â she asks.
Gogo and I look at each other. âYou mean I havenât told you any tales of the tokoloshe ?â Gogo says. âI will have to fix that at bedtime some night.â
âThe tokoloshe is a tiny tiny man,â I tell her. âSo tiny, he fits in the palm of your hand. Heâs hairy all over and he looks like heâs half-baboon, half-man. He can turn himself into any shape he wants, though, and heâs very mischievous. He likes to play mean jokes on
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