resenting you for something that isn’t your
fault. For now, I want him and I am choosing him and I am ending our
relationship for me so I can do what I really want to do. I am being
selfish; I am pushing away my best friend.”
This time her voice cracked.
STOP IT JORDY, end this now. Don’t
say another word in front of Tite.
“Jordy if it hurts you to break us
up why do it? He will use you and then let you go, he will not love you, not
the way I do, he is going to fuck you and call it a day. Is it really worth
throwing us away? I was going to fucking ask you to be my wife, now you say you
didn’t love me not like that? Bullshit! Jordy, I can make you come in less than
a minute and only because you do have those feelings for me. He has just scrambled
your brain, you are not thinking. We never fought, we never had problems. Do
you actually think he is going to love you? Marry you? He hates women, he had
made that clear to the world and you’re the exception, right? This is a stupid
fucking attempt to attain the unattainable.”
He stared at her now, heartbroken
and desperate for any inkling that he was right.
“Yeah, by both of us,” Jordy
snapped, and then regretted the words as soon as they left her mouth. That did
it, that was the final blow and he was defeated. He looked at the box as if he
was going to pick it up then she saw him decide he didn’t want it.
“I loved you as best as I could,
baby, and I won’t walk away saying that I didn’t go down without a fight, but
how can I compete with this? I am man enough to see that your mind is made up
and I am not going to beg you to stay with me. Whether or not, you’re making a
big fucking mistake. Well, I guess time will tell and it’s going to tell you
exactly what I am now.”
He walked over to her and kissed
her on the lips super slow and backing his face away eyes dead locked with
hers.
“You broke me you bitch, I can’t
believe you did this to me, bye, J baby.”
Her eyes closed as his voice
cracked again on his pet name for her and tears slid down her face.
“Tony, God, I am so sorry, I am not
who I thought I was, either.”
Now she was crying and didn’t care
who heard.
Fuck him for doing this to her, it
was the first time she actually blamed him for what was happening.
Now, she was pissed.
She had hurt a man who truly loved
her and who a week ago she would have accepted a marriage proposal from him to
be a man’s play toy.
Suddenly, she wanted nothing to do
with Titan and she was fuming.
“Tony?” she cried, and he looked
back, not at her, but at the floor next to her.
“Take the ring, please.” She
begged.
“Take it.”
He smiled faintly and softly said,
“No, Jordy. See that’s my ‘fuck you’. You are going to open that box, and you
are going to see that ring, and I pray it hurts you just for one fucking second
as bad as you hurt me. And you won’t throw it away, because that is all you
will have left of me, and when he fucks you over, you will look at that ring
Jordy and remember me.”
He closed the door behind him,
slammed it really.
She locked the door and let the
tears fall. She felt him behind her instantly and took in a deep breath for
round two.
Chapter 8
She heard the box flip open behind
her and close quickly. He let out a slow whistle and walked over to the couch
and sat down.
“I like him.” Tite said carefully,
trying not to sound like the complete bastard he felt like. Trouble, and she was.
You called it man.
Well, now he was out of the way,
but even he hated himself for what he had done to them. He didn’t like the way he
was feeling and she was just standing there staring at her front door, he
couldn’t see her face but he knew she was crying.
He was tired from just listening to
it, so he knew she was done for the day.
Tite, get the fuck outta here, you
don’t need this bullshit drama, you got what you wanted and you ain’t getting
more today, that’s for damn sure.
This guy was
fault. For now, I want him and I am choosing him and I am ending our
relationship for me so I can do what I really want to do. I am being
selfish; I am pushing away my best friend.”
This time her voice cracked.
STOP IT JORDY, end this now. Don’t
say another word in front of Tite.
“Jordy if it hurts you to break us
up why do it? He will use you and then let you go, he will not love you, not
the way I do, he is going to fuck you and call it a day. Is it really worth
throwing us away? I was going to fucking ask you to be my wife, now you say you
didn’t love me not like that? Bullshit! Jordy, I can make you come in less than
a minute and only because you do have those feelings for me. He has just scrambled
your brain, you are not thinking. We never fought, we never had problems. Do
you actually think he is going to love you? Marry you? He hates women, he had
made that clear to the world and you’re the exception, right? This is a stupid
fucking attempt to attain the unattainable.”
He stared at her now, heartbroken
and desperate for any inkling that he was right.
“Yeah, by both of us,” Jordy
snapped, and then regretted the words as soon as they left her mouth. That did
it, that was the final blow and he was defeated. He looked at the box as if he
was going to pick it up then she saw him decide he didn’t want it.
“I loved you as best as I could,
baby, and I won’t walk away saying that I didn’t go down without a fight, but
how can I compete with this? I am man enough to see that your mind is made up
and I am not going to beg you to stay with me. Whether or not, you’re making a
big fucking mistake. Well, I guess time will tell and it’s going to tell you
exactly what I am now.”
He walked over to her and kissed
her on the lips super slow and backing his face away eyes dead locked with
hers.
“You broke me you bitch, I can’t
believe you did this to me, bye, J baby.”
Her eyes closed as his voice
cracked again on his pet name for her and tears slid down her face.
“Tony, God, I am so sorry, I am not
who I thought I was, either.”
Now she was crying and didn’t care
who heard.
Fuck him for doing this to her, it
was the first time she actually blamed him for what was happening.
Now, she was pissed.
She had hurt a man who truly loved
her and who a week ago she would have accepted a marriage proposal from him to
be a man’s play toy.
Suddenly, she wanted nothing to do
with Titan and she was fuming.
“Tony?” she cried, and he looked
back, not at her, but at the floor next to her.
“Take the ring, please.” She
begged.
“Take it.”
He smiled faintly and softly said,
“No, Jordy. See that’s my ‘fuck you’. You are going to open that box, and you
are going to see that ring, and I pray it hurts you just for one fucking second
as bad as you hurt me. And you won’t throw it away, because that is all you
will have left of me, and when he fucks you over, you will look at that ring
Jordy and remember me.”
He closed the door behind him,
slammed it really.
She locked the door and let the
tears fall. She felt him behind her instantly and took in a deep breath for
round two.
Chapter 8
She heard the box flip open behind
her and close quickly. He let out a slow whistle and walked over to the couch
and sat down.
“I like him.” Tite said carefully,
trying not to sound like the complete bastard he felt like. Trouble, and she was.
You called it man.
Well, now he was out of the way,
but even he hated himself for what he had done to them. He didn’t like the way he
was feeling and she was just standing there staring at her front door, he
couldn’t see her face but he knew she was crying.
He was tired from just listening to
it, so he knew she was done for the day.
Tite, get the fuck outta here, you
don’t need this bullshit drama, you got what you wanted and you ain’t getting
more today, that’s for damn sure.
This guy was
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