Too Salty: Ain't a Damn Thang Changed (Part 6) by Aleta Williams Page B

know who you really are. A murderer.”
    “Alright, alright, I get it. All of you are out to destroy me.  I get it.” She cried. It was beginning to be too much for her. 
    Pastor G didn’t have any remorse for the selfish board. “Naw , it seems like your family is out to destroy any and every one to protect themselves. I mean, it’s only right. I would do the same, but, unfortunately, you picked the wrong ones. You have exactly seventy two hours to have my boy released. Don’t say you have no control because that is a lie. Seventy two, Dena.” She nodded her head to let him know she agreed. “You’re spared because of your word. You have control over what will happen in the next seventy two hours.” Pastor G used his left hand to open the car door. With the gun still aimed at Mrs. Kenslow, he slowly exited the car. Once he was out, he put the gun in his waist and walked backwards to his car.
        M rs. K dropped her head on the steering wheel. It seemed like everything was falling apart. All of her life she felt inferior. She was what one would call a bad bitch. Personal and business, she held it down. She didn’t take any mess. No one was able to screw over her or make her do something she didn’t want to do, and now with a snap of a finger shit changed fast. F and Pastor G was in control. At that moment, she was confused. She didn’t know what to do. She wasn’t sure if she should fold or fight toe to toe with them. She thought of Calvin. Can I ask my man for help?
 
~ Pam ~
    “Are you sure you want to do this?” Michaels asked Pam. The two went from watching a movie to sharing a kiss , and now standing face to face lusting over each other’s naked body.
    “I do,” she admitted. Pam walked closer to Michaels, stood on her tiptoes , and kissed him again. He picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his waist. Still enjoying each other’s tongues, he walked her over to the wall. They both anticipated love making.
    “Can I make love to you?” Michaels whispered.
    Pam was soak ing wet, hot and bothered. She wanted her fire put out at that moment and at that time, only Michaels could put it out. “Please,” she begged.
    Michaels bit on her neck. “I can’t wait to feel you.” He grabbed his swollen tool with his left hand and placed it on the entrance of Pam love box.
    Oh, my God. What am I doing? Pam thought. She used both hands, pushed him in the chest, and jumped out of his arms, falling onto the floor. She put her head down in shame. She couldn’t believe that she was about to let that man make love to her without protection. She had AIDS! Pam covered her face. She was so close to destroying another’s life just as she had done Ken’s father and mother. She’d gotten an instant headache thinking about how she was part of the reason Ken’s mother killed herself. She selfishly slept with the man without protection just to live a self-destructive lifestyle.  That is why I am going through what I am going through . She thought about Karma. Was Jazz now paying for the mistakes that she made? She shook her head in pity.
    “Are you ok ?” Michaels looked down at her. She shook her head no. “Do you want me to leave?” Pam removed her hands from her face and looked up at him. Michael could see the sorrow in her eyes and felt bad.
    “I’m sorry,” she admitted truthfully.  Michaels didn’t say a word. He leaned down and tried to pick her up. “No, I, we …” She pushed his hand away.
    “I understand. And , I apologize for taking it there.” He lifted her from the floor, carried her to the couch, and sat her on his lap. “Pam, I am sorry for taking advantage of you. . . I knew you were emotional and I should have never.”
    “It’s not your fault ,” Pam admitted. She laid her head on his chest and closed her eyes. Michael kissed the top of her head and held her until she fell asleep.
     
~ The Kenslow Estate ~
    Dena pulled up to her estate. She was all shaken up from the