little girl her dolly.
âOh, I wish I had me a dolly like this one,â the little girl says.
Rocking the doll in her arms, she croons a little song. The tune is familiar, but Erica canât make out the words.
Later, when Erica goes home, she doesnât remember what happened in the woods. Itâs a secret, even from herself.
After that, the old woman in her little-girl shape meets Erica in the woods every day. She tells her she lives with her sweet old auntie in a pretty little cabin on the tippity top of a hill. âShe loves me ever so much,â the old woman says in the little-girl voice. âMoreân anybody ever did.â
âMore than your mommy and daddy?â Erica asks.
âMy mama and daddy never loved me. They made me work hard at chores and beat me black-and-blue and made me sleep on the floor by the fireplace âcause I was so bad.â
âMy parents would never do that.â
âOh yes, they would. Parents never love their little ones. They canât wait to get rid of them. Youâll see. One day theyâll get fed up with you and start treating you bad, just the way mine did.â
Erica stares at her, and the little girl smiles. Things are going well. Erica believes everything the girl tells her. âThey already love your brother more than you.â
âItâs true,â Erica says. âTheyâve always loved Daniel best.â
âMy auntieâs keeping an eye on you,â the little girl says in her sweet little, false little voice. âShe loves you even though you donât know it yet, and she aims to rescue you and bring you to her cabin, where me and you will live like sisters.â
The little girl pats Ericaâs hand. âCome live with us afore they start into beating you and scolding you and making you sleep by the fire. Why, they could kill you dead one night.â
Erica draws back a little. âYouâre scaring me.â
The little girl says, âThere ainât nothing to be scared of. Come away with me, and Iâll keep you safe.â
âWill I have to go to school?â
âSchool? No indeed. Old Auntie got no use for school. Sheâll teach you all you need to know.â
Erica nods her head. Yes, sheâll come with the little girl. And stay with her and Old Auntie. And never go to school again. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow. But soon.
The old woman sees the brother watching from the woods. He canât see her, but he knows someone is there. âI must go,â she whispers to Erica, and slips away into the woods.
Seven
The next day, I left the house with my binoculars and my bird book, but instead of going to the woods, I hid in the tall weeds near the house and waited. It was a colder day and windy, but in a few minutes Erica ran out the back door, darted across the yard, and disappeared into the woods.
She took the same path, turned off into the clearing, and sat on the fallen tree. Her bright blue scarf blew in the wind, and her red hair swirled.
Hiding behind a tall maple, I watched her closely. Once in a while she whispered to the doll, but for the most part she neither moved nor spoke. She sat still and stared into the woodsâwaiting, I thought, but for what? Definitely a girl with secrets. No âmaybesâ about it.
The wind yanked the last of the leaves from the trees and sent them flying through the air. They rustled and sighed and sank to the ground in brown and yellow heaps. Some settled in Ericaâs hair and on her shoulders. Others landed on Little Erica.
Nothing distracted my sister. Not the falling leaves. Not the squirrel chattering on a branch over her head. Not the crow cawing from the top of a dead tree. She sat so still, I thought she must be holding her breath.
Suddenly she stood up and took a step or two toward the dead tree. She held the doll tightly and whispered to her.
While I watched Erica, I glimpsed a shadow drifting
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