directed straight at me. It feels awesome. I glance at Kathy, who winks at me and gives me a subtle thumbs-up.
The rest of the show is a doozy. Iâve got adrenaline coursing through my veins, and the rest of my family is obviously having as much fun as I am. When the girls are dancing, itâs like theyâre floating on air. When Mom and Dad do a piano and fiddle duet, the music sounds pure and perfect. Even Johnnyâs pipes seem to have a mind of their own, blasting out confidently whenever theyâre needed.
Best of all is the audience. People are soaking us up, shouting and clapping and dancing in circles with each other. They scream so much at the end of the show that we give them three encores, the last songs of the night coinciding with a beautiful sunset. Itâs like something out of a movie. I glance down at one point and spot Sandy and her family near the front of the stage. She throws both her hands up and waves at me excitedly, as if sheâs been watching me this whole time, waiting for me to see her.
Iâm on such a high after the show that Iâm almost vibrating. Iâve been doing this for years, but for the first time I really feel like Iâm a full member of the band. I donât even mind when Dad motions for us to follow him into the crowd when weâre finished.
An old woman comes up to me and grabs me by both hands.
âI moved to Boston when I was sixteen years old,â she tells me. âI used to come home every year, but after my husband died I stopped coming altogether. The last time I was home to Cape Breton was almost twenty years ago. I was worried that everything would be different. And itâs so nice to learn that the important things have stayed the same.â
She stops talking, and her eyes fill up with tears.
âYou people keep the music alive,â she says. âGod bless you.â
She glances past me and smiles, then leans in to whisper to me. âYou know,â she says, âgirls love a good musician.â
I turn around and see that Sandy is standing right behind me, waiting her turn.
âThanks very much,â I say to the lady. She smiles and pats me on the arm before moving away into the crowd.
I turn to Sandy. âWhat did you think of the show?â I ask.
She grins widely. âAre you kidding me?â she says. âYou were so good, Neil. You were great the first time I saw you, but it was like you were possessed tonight!â
âThanks,â I say. âIt was fun. Dad let meââ But I donât have the chance to finish, because sheâs leaning into me and kissing me, full on the lips, with all these people around. For a moment I donât know what to do, but I pull myself together and return the kiss.
She steps back and smiles. âI donât know why I did that,â she says.
âItâs okay,â I manage to squeak out.
âListen,â she says. âI have to go. But weâre going to practice tomorrow, right?â
âDefinitely,â I say.
âOkay,â she says, and for a second we stand there smiling goofily at each other. âIâll text you tomorrow,â she says. Then she disappears into the crowd.
I stumble back to the side of the stage, where a steady line has formed at Granâs merch table.
âI have to say, boy,â says Gran as she counts out money and shoves T-shirts into bags, âIâve seen every show you guys have ever done, and this was one of your best nights, hands down.â
I have to agree with her. Weâve just finished one of our most awesome shows ever, Iâm playing the best guitar of my life, in less than a week weâre going to be opening for a music superstar, and the girl I like just made the first move on me . I doubt Iâve ever had a better night in my life.
Of course, it would be too much to ask for it to last.
Eleven
Iâm lost in my thoughts and donât realize that
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