‘make lovers’?” “ They’re considerate like you. They have candle lit dinners,” she paused. “And they do it after marriage.” “ I’m tender and cherubic,” Byron sighed. “I’m overwhelmed!” “ You have atmosphere. You’re forever saying that you hate your face. But it’s tender in a very nice way. Be proud of it. ” Byron looked ahead as if talking to a camera for youtube, “Taylor Swift, did you hear that? She said I have a caring face and I don’t bring her trouble.” “ And you’re like a brother to me?” “ Okay I take the hint.” “ You’re always looking out for me. You care for me.” Things were not working out as he planned. She was hesitant about committing to him. He was too much of a gentleman to beg her or force her. He saw Matt coming up, smiling and looking so carefree in his hunk of a body that seemed unusually adult like for a 16 year older and wanted so much to hurt him. Why should he be so fortunate to have the prettiest girl in the school? He didn’t stand up for her or defend her. He had just come in at the right time and place and found the competition in disarray. Byron wanted so much to kiss her again (knowing that Natalie would not protest) while he was observing them so intently. He wanted to make him feel that if he couldn’t get her, neither would Matt. He snapped out of his dark thoughts. He could never do that and hurt Natalie in the process. He felt guilt that he had even contemplated the idea. Natalie’s eyes were moist. She had anticipated that they would have this challenging moment together when they would discuss their friendship and separate as romantic partners but be closely linked in a brotherly, sisterly relationship .Byron understood her well and she admired him for that. Matt waved to them from the lower ramparts. “ You two have things to discuss so I’ll leave you two for a while. I’ll go to the “Fight Scene” area,” Byron said with a forced smile. “ Your obsession for James Dean is admirable,” Natalie laughed. “ Rebel with a cause,” he said. He liked to feel that loving someone meant respecting them and not exploiting them, hence his emphasis on the rebel ‘with a cause.’ Matt was tense and looked expectantly at him. “I understand I’m the new kid on the block. I don’t want to get in the way if you two are close.” “ I just want Natalie to be happy.” Byron forced a smile. Matt sensed that this issue had not been solved. It would surface later. He knew that his social skills needed improving because he was not subtle or diplomatic in what he said when discussing Natalie with Byron.
Chapter 13: Quentin and Byron “ Byron, hi.” “ Hi Quentin,” he said uneasily. He was still reeling from the polite refusal by Natalie and was careful not to sound offhand. He didn’t want him to feel that he was taking out his frustration on him. “ I saw you looking so intensely at the world below you,” he said for want of something to say. “ Just refreshing myself with memories from here,” Byron said. “ Rebel?” “ With A Cause.” “ That’s a new angle,” Quentin paused awkwardly mustering up courage to express himself. “I’ve been meaning to talk to you but kept putting it off until after what you did.” Byron fidgeted uneasily. “ I wondered if we could do things together sometime.” He started thinking of how to refuse without sounding or acting impolite. His fertile mind started conjuring up things like doing treadmill and other work out exercises in matching velvet tights or motor bike rides in matching Bermuda shorts and wrist bands. This would all be done as they exchanged cheesy pleasantries on which fabric had a nice silky feel or which nut jelled well with vanilla ice cream and other goofy talk. He felt immediately ashamed of his thoughts. He felt he was being unfair on Quentin and at the very least should hear him out. “ I hear you like hunting and hiking.