menacingly towers over me- looming.
“I need Dexter to train me as a dominant. He said no for training me as a submissive,” I decide completely honest is the best way to deal with an enraged alpha male. Ezra visibly relaxes, and then retakes his seat on the sofa.
“I asked Dexter to point out exactly what the submissive is doing right or wrong, so I can learn by example,” I try to appease Ezra.
“Why can’t I or Cortez train you?” He’s still Master Ez, but Ezra is lurking in the depths of his eyes. I’m not saying he is two separate personalities, but he pulls out traits to deal with certain situations. Master Ez must be for when he’s angry.
“I can’t explain it. It’s like you guys are too close to me. I don’t want to disappoint you , and I know I will. I won’t be able to relax and learn if I feel like it will affect how you see me.” I try to put my fear into words, but I’m not entirely sure I did.
“Fine, but y ou have a decision to make.” Ezra’s eyes glow at me. His fist stays locked on the sofa cushion. It’s as if he’s restraining himself.
“What decision,” I rasp out, throat going dry with nervousness.
“I need to connect with you right now,” he bites out. “Either you pick a place and an activity or I will take you here on this couch.” Ezra’s intensity is frightening. Every muscle in his body is taut, coiled for attack.
“I said no sex,” I gulp out. “We just got off in the hallway.”
“And I don’t care,” he flatly says. “I don’t need downtime to go again. I’m ready right now,” he threatens, cupping his package through his pajama pants.
“That would be force. You wouldn’t do that.” I stare at him wide -eyed. He looks back at me with a feral expression- neither Ezra nor Ez- animal.
“I’ve raped you before. Once you’ve crossed that line , it is easy to revisit,” he pants out. His breath saws in and out of his lungs, rapidly moving his chest. “Your choice or my choice, you have a few minutes before I unleash my nature. I can’t hold out much longer, Katya.” His voice is strained.
“Your nature,” I snort at him. “What happened to your views on nurture,” I tease.
His expression is rabid. I’m playing with fire. “What happened? This is just because I asked about Dexter. I’m not taking him as my Master. I don’t like how you’re acting right now. You’re off kilter.”
“I know that , but sometimes the part of me that is Ez doesn’t care. He wants to mark his territory. The second you said Dexter’s name it took everything in me not to rape you or kill him. You may forgive me for taking you, but Dexter wouldn’t be around to forgive me. Logically, I know that he trained me and would be an excellent teacher for you. But Master Ez is not logical.”
“I’m confused. You were okay with Aaron having sex with me. What is the difference?” My face scrunches up as I try to figure out where this possession is coming from and why Ezra keeps talking of himself in the third person.
“I gave you to Aaron ,” he confesses.
“What?” Even in light of the fact that Ezra just admitted to wanting to rape and murder, his statement of giving me away hurt s. It makes me feel like a toy he’s loaning out to a friend. You don’t loan out what you really want to possess.
“I gave both of you permission. If you had said no, that was fine, too. In the end, it was your choice to be with him. Aaron had expressed a need to connect with you, and I thought it would heal you both. You needed to know what it was like to have sex with a friend. I may give Dexter privileges in the future, but that is my decision to make.” Ezra rolls his head on his shoulders and flexes his clenched fingers. “Make a choice, Katya, you’re running out of time,” his deep voice growls.
“We can share a bed… and sleep. Is that okay? It doesn’t have to be sexual does it?” I quickly say before he snaps.
My mind hits clarity , thinking up ways
“I need Dexter to train me as a dominant. He said no for training me as a submissive,” I decide completely honest is the best way to deal with an enraged alpha male. Ezra visibly relaxes, and then retakes his seat on the sofa.
“I asked Dexter to point out exactly what the submissive is doing right or wrong, so I can learn by example,” I try to appease Ezra.
“Why can’t I or Cortez train you?” He’s still Master Ez, but Ezra is lurking in the depths of his eyes. I’m not saying he is two separate personalities, but he pulls out traits to deal with certain situations. Master Ez must be for when he’s angry.
“I can’t explain it. It’s like you guys are too close to me. I don’t want to disappoint you , and I know I will. I won’t be able to relax and learn if I feel like it will affect how you see me.” I try to put my fear into words, but I’m not entirely sure I did.
“Fine, but y ou have a decision to make.” Ezra’s eyes glow at me. His fist stays locked on the sofa cushion. It’s as if he’s restraining himself.
“What decision,” I rasp out, throat going dry with nervousness.
“I need to connect with you right now,” he bites out. “Either you pick a place and an activity or I will take you here on this couch.” Ezra’s intensity is frightening. Every muscle in his body is taut, coiled for attack.
“I said no sex,” I gulp out. “We just got off in the hallway.”
“And I don’t care,” he flatly says. “I don’t need downtime to go again. I’m ready right now,” he threatens, cupping his package through his pajama pants.
“That would be force. You wouldn’t do that.” I stare at him wide -eyed. He looks back at me with a feral expression- neither Ezra nor Ez- animal.
“I’ve raped you before. Once you’ve crossed that line , it is easy to revisit,” he pants out. His breath saws in and out of his lungs, rapidly moving his chest. “Your choice or my choice, you have a few minutes before I unleash my nature. I can’t hold out much longer, Katya.” His voice is strained.
“Your nature,” I snort at him. “What happened to your views on nurture,” I tease.
His expression is rabid. I’m playing with fire. “What happened? This is just because I asked about Dexter. I’m not taking him as my Master. I don’t like how you’re acting right now. You’re off kilter.”
“I know that , but sometimes the part of me that is Ez doesn’t care. He wants to mark his territory. The second you said Dexter’s name it took everything in me not to rape you or kill him. You may forgive me for taking you, but Dexter wouldn’t be around to forgive me. Logically, I know that he trained me and would be an excellent teacher for you. But Master Ez is not logical.”
“I’m confused. You were okay with Aaron having sex with me. What is the difference?” My face scrunches up as I try to figure out where this possession is coming from and why Ezra keeps talking of himself in the third person.
“I gave you to Aaron ,” he confesses.
“What?” Even in light of the fact that Ezra just admitted to wanting to rape and murder, his statement of giving me away hurt s. It makes me feel like a toy he’s loaning out to a friend. You don’t loan out what you really want to possess.
“I gave both of you permission. If you had said no, that was fine, too. In the end, it was your choice to be with him. Aaron had expressed a need to connect with you, and I thought it would heal you both. You needed to know what it was like to have sex with a friend. I may give Dexter privileges in the future, but that is my decision to make.” Ezra rolls his head on his shoulders and flexes his clenched fingers. “Make a choice, Katya, you’re running out of time,” his deep voice growls.
“We can share a bed… and sleep. Is that okay? It doesn’t have to be sexual does it?” I quickly say before he snaps.
My mind hits clarity , thinking up ways
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