The only source of light is coming from the moon, which cutting through the clouds. Walking around the side of the house, my heart starts pounding. It feels like it’s going to jump out of my chest. My breathing starts to pick up when I think about what happened the last time I went home after dark.
The night that I was attacked, I had been walking to my apartment from the subway. I passed the alley next to my building and a guy grabbed me from behind, covered my mouth then dragged me down into the shadows next to a dumpster. That’s where he proceeded to beat me. I fought as much as I could and was feeling dizzy by the time he stood over me, grabbing my head. I knew he was going to bash my head into the concrete so I closed my eyes and started to pray. Then, he was gone and I could vaguely see Beast attacking him.
Asher must notice me shaking because he stops and pulls me into his big, warm body. His arms go around me and I feel his lips touch my hair. He smells like spicy, warm man and it makes me want to crawl into his skin. He pulls my face out of his chest and brings his face towards mine.
“It’s okay, baby,” he whispers, putting his forehead to mine. “I won’t let anything happen to you. I want you to breathe deeply for me, okay?” I am so caught up in how close he is that I can’t think about anything but leaning in and touching my mouth to his. I shake my head to clear it and take a deep breath. I wonder if he can read my mind because even in the darkness, I can see the white of his smile.
“You ready?” he asks. I feel his breath against my lips, so I pull my face away and nod, not trusting myself to speak. My apartment door is down a short set of stairs. Asher’s in front of me and he opens the door. “Stay here until I come and get you,” he says, entering my dark apartment.
“Okay,” I say as my hands start to shake. After a few minutes, Beast comes running out. I bend down to pet him but his fur feels wet. What the heck? Holding my hands close to my face, they look really dark. Then the light comes on and I scream. My hands are covered in blood. “Oh my God! What happened?” I say, running my hands over Beast’s body. He’s also covered in red but I can’t feel any kind of cut or hole on him. I’m shaking so badly that I have to sit on the ground. Beast immediately crawls into my lap.
“Fuck,” Asher clips, coming outside. He pushes Beast off me and pulls me into his arms. “Baby, it’s okay. Calm down.”
“I tho…I…I thought Beast was hurt but I can’t find anything wrong with him. Why is he covered in blood?” I sob while he rubs my back and pulls me tighter into him.
“Beast is fine but we need to call the police. Someone broke into the house and used something red to write on the walls. Somehow, Beast got it on him before they locked him upstairs.” Before he can finish what he’s saying, I run into my apartment. The living room is trashed. On the wall, in red letters that look like blood, is a message.
No sun – no moon!
No morn – no noon –
No dawn – no dusk – no proper time of day.
No warmth, no cheerfulness, no healthful ease,
No comfortable feel in any member –
No shade, no shine, no butterflies, no bees,
No fruits, no flowers, no leaves, no birds! –
November!
“What the hell?” I whisper as Asher picks me up and carries me back outside.
“I know that poem. It’s November by Thomas Hood. Why would someone write that on my wall?” I ask, trying to figure out what the words mean.
“I’m not sure,” he says. And I feel him kiss the side of my head.
“I can walk, you know,” I grumble. He doesn’t answer or put me down until he drops me in the passenger side of his jeep. With my feet out the door, he stands between my legs. His arm wraps around my body and one of his hands reach in his back pocket for his phone.
“Hey, Dad. Gotta problem. I’m at Big Mike’s house with his daughter, November. Her apartment was broken
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