beer in his leg pocket and tossed one to Fats.
âAlso, donât fuck around out there, yâhear? Get big logsâyou twoâre gonna be stayinâ in this bunker.â
âWe know, Pop,â Fats said. âThe life you saveâ¦â
â⦠may be your own. Goddamn right.â Pop watched them gather up their tools and start down the hill, then turned to us.
âSo thatâs the way we run things around here. Free anâ easy, no bullshit. Long as everybody follows orders. Anybody starts to fuck around, we lean on him. I lean on him. The lieutenant leans on him. And life can get pretty sorry. Understand?â
We both nodded. âOKâFarmer, get on the pick for a while, break up the ground in the bottom of the hole. Horowitz, shovel the dirt onto that pile. Me anâ Profâll fill sandbags.â
I picked away for half an hour and my palms started to blister. Willy traded with me, and the shovel seemed to put blisters everywhere the pick hadnât. After an hour we took a break for a beer.
âPop,â I said, âhow dangerous is it out in the field? Many engineers get hurt?â
âNo, not many. Too many, but not many compared to the infantry ⦠youâll be part of the âcommand group,â always in the middle, infantry all around you.â
âItâs like this,â the Professor added. âThe company moves through the jungle in three lines, right flank, left flank, and center file. Weâll be in the middle of the center file. Charlieâs got to get through a flank before he can get to us.â
âBut sometimes he does,â Willy said.
âSometimes.â The Prof took a big swig of beer. âAnd sometimes he pops mortars or rifle grenades into the center file. But itâs nothing like being on the line, smelling his breath.â
âHow often?â I asked.
âHmn?â
âHow often do you run into Charlie?â
âOh, we make contact, what, about twice or three times a month, on the average. A Company hasnât made any contact in two weeks or so, now.â
âMeans theyâre due?â Willy asked.
âDoesnât mean anything, except theyâve been lucky for two weeks. Maybe theyâll be lucky for two weeks more. Maybe for the rest of the year.â
âStill sounds bad,â Willy said.
âAh, donât sweat it, Horowitz. Iâm glad Iâm goinâ out in the field again. One heck of a lot safer than it is hereâAlamoâs been hit twice this week.â
âJesus Christ!â
âNot all that bad, just mortars. Couple of guys hurt, but nobodyâs been killed yet. Theyâre bound to try a ground attack, though. Iâd just as soon be someplace else when it comes.â Prof wiped his forehead with a filthy rag.
âAinât gonna be no fuckinâ ground attack,â Pop said.
âThatâs what they said on Brillo Pad, Pop.â
âTell yâwhat, Prof. Those Intelligence boys been sayinâ weâre gonna have a ground attack, three days in a row now. Iâll bet you ten bucks there wonât be an attack tonight, ten there wonât be one Friday night, and ten there wonât be one Saturday night.â
âIâd hate to collect, Pop.â
âYou wonât collect. Intelligenceâs got its head up its ass, as usualâhi, Lieutenant. Howâd the meeting go?â
A guy not much older than me sat down on a pile of sandbags and took off his hat, wiped his forehead. âSame as usual, Pop. Except Intelligenceâno attack tonight.â
âBetâs off, Professor!â The Prof laughed.
âLet me guess,â the lieutenant said. âYouâre Horowitz and youâre, uh, Farmer.â
âSorry, sir. Iâm Farmer and heâs Horowitz.â
âGlad you could make it. Another dozen and weâd be all set. Anybody got a butt?â
Pop threw him a
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