our motel room. Then he turns on the water, so that it can get hot.
“You are right, Jabari. We have been extremely lucky and it is because of me and my ability to stay on top of things, that we haven’t got caught. Now you wanna take all of this away from me, because you’re getting married to Jazzlene?
Don’t be stupid! What female have you ever been with that made your toes curl like I do, Jabari?”
I drop to my knees and I began giving him the superb head that I know he loves so much.
He is already extremely hard, so it is nothing to take him deep inside of my mouth. I begin the pleasurable assault on my favorite piece of candy.
“Ssssh-shit, Nelle! You know that a nigga can’t say no to this bomb ass head.”
I grab his muscular ass, as I move his dick in and out of my mouth. I look up and then I wink my right eye at him. He is biting his bottom lip with his hands on his hips, and his head is shaking from side to side.
I begin stroking his shaft up and down, and in a round and round motion. I never stop sucking the big bulbous mushroom head. He starts throwing his dick to the back of my throat, like he was deep in his favorite wet pussy.
Spit is coming out the sides of my mouth and I know that Jabari loves every sloppy minute of it. Then I suddenly have to stop, so I can show him who runs this relationship.
“Why you stop? I was almost there, Nelle Baby,” Jabari asks me, sounding just like a crack head feening for his next hit.
“I was thinking about what you said, Jabari. I think you are right about us calling it quits. I would hate for Jazzlene to find out about what we have going on. And God forbid Hasaan finds out, he will surely kill us both.”
I am now rushing around the room, trying to locate all of my belongings so that I can go into the bathroom.
“Hell naw, Nelle! You can’t just leave a nigga on swole, like this.”
I run into the bathroom and then I jump in the shower. If I know Jabari like I think I do, then he will be in here in three, two, one.”
“You know that you’re wrong for taking them juicy lips away from me like that,” He says, suddenly pulling the shower curtain back.
“I’m just agreeing with you, Jabari. I need to get going. Jazzlene wants me to go with her to get the gifts for the gift baskets.”
“You’re not leaving outta here, until you finish what we started,” He demands, as he steps into the shower with me.
“Jabari, I’m not for the mind games. Less than five minutes ago, you were ending this relationship, or as I would like to call it, sexationship.”
“I don’t really wanna end this shit, Ma. But I gotta do what’s right. Can’t you understand what I’m saying?” Jabari asks me, as he washes my back.
“I understand exactly what you are saying. So please let me finish my shower, alone Jabari!” I am hurt, but I’m not gonna show it. I know that he will be back. He is still standing behind me and I am trying to hold the tears, threatening to fall from my eyes.
“I am in love with Jazzlene, but I love you too, Ja’nelle. You don’t understand how hard it is for me to let you go. I wish that things can be like they are now forever. But you and I both know that shit doesn’t always go so smooth. I just don’t know what to do.”
“You can fuck me like it is the last time, then whatever happens once we leave outta this room, just happens. I love you, Jabari. I know that I’m married but I don’t love him, like I love you.
I can see how much you love Jazzlene. It hurts me to my core to know that you are actually going to marry her, after telling me that you weren’t ready to settle down. But I’m still here, because there is no place I’d rather be.
Please don’t leave me, Jabari. I promise to play my position. You don’t have to worry about me telling Jazzy anything about what we do. I know it doesn’t seem like it, but I love my sister and I don’t want her to hurt.”
I am now crying my eyes out, because I can’t
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