Wheel With a Single Spoke

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human tended by a human.
    Human takes a deposition
    about the human, before a human.
    A human was not born so will not die.
    He is eternal and forever
    because he takes all depositions
    about that which exists.
    A human has never existed and will never exist
    because nonexistence is its own witness.
    And still, a human, human, human
    is one who does not believe
    who did not believe
    who we did not believe
    would ever learn to die.

The One Who Eats Dragonflies
    I eat dragonflies because they’re green
    with black eyes,
    because they have two sets of wings,
    transparent wings,
    because they fly without making noise,
    because I don’t know who made them
    or why,
    because they are beautiful and gentle,
    because I don’t know why they’re beautiful and gentle,
    because they don’t talk and because
    I’m not completely sure that’s true.
    I eat dragonflies because I don’t like
    the taste,
    because they are noxious and
    don’t sit well.
    I eat dragonflies because I don’t understand them,
    I eat them because I live at the same time they do,
    I eat them because once I tried to eat myself,
    my hands first,
    and they were infinitely more disgusting,
    I eat them because I tried
    to eat my tongue,
    my own fleshy tongue,
    and I was terrified when I saw
    it spit out words.
    They were green with black eyes,
    and far from me, and hungry.

Who Am I? What Is My Place in the Cosmos?
    Without me, it is impossible – proof that I am.
    Without me, it was impossible;
    proof: I pulled myself out of myself,
    that is, from that me that was.
    I am he without whom it is impossible.
    I am he without whom it was impossible.
    I am he who gave a deposition
    on God’s existence.
    I am he who gave a deposition
    on God’s nonexistence, because
    I made God visible.
    I am made by God, because
    I made God.
    I am neither good nor bad,
    I just am.
    I am the word “am.”
    I am the ear that hears “am.”
    I am the spirit that understands “am.”
    I am the absurd body of “am”
    and its letters.
    I am the place where “am” exists
    and the bed where it sleeps.

Atavistic Melancholy
    Many of them, for various reasons
    all living together below the floor,
    mixed together, becoming enemies
    of death,
    some dying of old age
    or simply
    killing themselves.
    From time to time, someone
    rents a reason.
    I myself lived inside a reason
    of this kind, but after a while
    I wandered off.
    There were so many. From time to time,
    in the common grave where they died
    they left bones behind, much more beautiful
    than I could have imagined.
    Now I have climbed up. Sometimes I am
    able to think even at the level of the moon.
    And still I long, like I can’t take any more,
    to throw myself into the chimney, come out through the fireplace,
    and lie spread over the floor for hours on end
    with my ear pressed to the joists.

Idols of the Grass
    Occasionally, instead of grassblades
    there are idols, green and thin.
    Horses circumambulate in wonder
    and swarms of ants . . .
    They glisten at night like blades
    threatening the stars and moon.
    The horses run on gravel to the river.
    No more ants are seen, not one.
    Grassblades for an unborn horse
    Only in the future will it eat them.
    I have seen them, yes, I have,
    but I surrendered before them.

Fruits Before Being Eaten
    I prepare for a great tree,
    the one that is nothing but a smell,
    I turn the nostrils of dusky
    fruits toward the hunted vegetable.
    I strip off my bark and rings
    down to my rising osmotic sap.
    Monday is an apple, Tuesday a pear, and Wednesday
    a bitter grape.
    Autumn falls. A kind of yellow
    arrives, and rust. The tree
    drops its hours. Seconds faint
    within clusters of grapes.
    Let’s have a drink, not wine, but a sour,
    early fermentation, let’s bind the mouths
    of hunting dogs with raffia, so they
    will take the zenith in their snouts.
    One nostril stuck beside the next
    wedded like the tubes of a pan-flute
    and

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