part of the Highlands. How much worse would it have been for her in a crowded London ballroom?
He had been accustomed to thinking of her as spoiled or petulant for inventing a sweetheart the way she had. But now he was starting to wonder if there hadnât been something more to it.
Damn. He was wondering about her again.
The wondering ended tonight.
And it didnât matter if sheâd had motives of self-Âpreservation. The task of preserving her was his now. Heâd just pledged as much before his men and God, and despite this marriage being a convenient arrangement, he wasnât one to take those vows lightly.
He helped her to her feet, acutely aware of how small she was, how delicate. Every wash of pink on her cheeks or labored breath was suddenly a matter for his concern.
Which didnât make a bit of sense, considering he was the villain in her life. Heâd just forced her into a marriage she didnât want, and now he was obsessed with protecting her? It was laughable.
But no less real.
As he helped her to her feet, he asked, âAre you well?â
âJust a bit shaky. Perhaps from standing so long.â
The men would be expecting a celebration. Music, food, dancing. Logan had asked the castleâs cook for a feast and wine. âCome along, Iâll take you upstairs.â
âJust go slowly, if you will,â she whispered to him. âSo I can keep pace.â
âThat wonât be necessary. I mean to carry you.â
âLike a sack of oats?â
âNay, lass. Like a bride.â
He hefted her into his arms and carried her out of the hall, to his menâs cheers and her auntâs evident delight.
Once theyâd made it out of the hall, however, Logan realized he had no idea where he was going. âHow do I get to your rooms?â
She gave him directions. The directions involved a great many stairs.
âYou walk up all of these steps each evening?â he asked, trying to hide the fact that heâd grown a bit winded.
âUsually multiple times a day.â
That was the problem with Scottish tower houses, he supposed. They were built tall and narrow for greatest protection from siegeâÂand inside, they were all stairs.
âThe original lairds would have housed the servants all the way up here. Why donât you use a room on one of the lower floors?â
She shrugged. âI like the view.â
Her bedchamber, once they reached it, was warmly furnished and cozy. The spaces under the sloping gabled ceilings were filled with rows of books and small curiosities. It wasnât at all the way he would have expected an English heiressâs room to beâÂbut having read Maddieâs letters, he could recognize it as entirely her .
His eye was drawn to a pair of miniatures on the dressing table, depicting two fair-Âhaired children, one boy and one girl. Logan knew them at once.
âThatâs Henry and Emma,â he said.
âYes. How did you know?â
He shrugged. âMaybe I recognized them from your letters.â
The truth was, not only did he recognize the children but he also recognized Maddieâs hand at work in the miniatures.
A strange sense of intimacy overtook him.
Fast on its heels came an inconvenient wave of guilt.
He set her down.
âThank you for carrying me.â
âYou weigh less than a bird. It was nothing.â
âIt was distressingly romantic, is what it was. Would you try to be a bit less dashing? This is meant to be a convenient arrangement.â
âAs you like, mo chridhe. â
She was right. Romance was not in their bargain. Now that he had her upstairs, in a bedchamber, he was eager to get on with the parts they did agree to.
The two of them, in a bed.
He nodded to her as he left the room. âIâll give you a half hour to make ready. And then Iâll return.â
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Chapter Five
I âll give you a half hour to make ready.
A half
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