me?â
âListen, it was rhetorical, okay? I know why you . Ceciliaâs been trying to get you to work for her as long as Iâve known you. Longer, even.â
âAnd I have carefully not done so. Not because Iâm not good enough, but because my life has gone in other directions.â
âAnd...â
I knew what else Kris was referring to. Years ago, during my college internship with famous celebrity photographer Max Filsteinâan internship Cecilia had arranged for meâMax had given me some sage advice. In between critical tirades heâd admitted I had talent, yes, but he had insisted I should never focus it on my sister. Because even though I had a gift for exposing souls, when it came to Cecilia, I was clueless.
Max still calls regularly and rants about the way Iâm wasting the skills he taught me. These days I take photos of my flowers and shrubs for gardening magazines, and sometimes I do photo shoots for local families or school fund-raisers. Once I opened an envelope to find magazine photos of my old roses torn to shreds with Maxâs business card nestled among them.
âI think enough time has passed that I can do this and do it well,â I said, hoping it was true.
âHow long is she talking about? A week? Two?â
âLive filming begins in a little more than three weeks and goes through January. Maybe a bit into February.â
He made a noise low in his throat, as if to say, youâre kidding .
âThere will be times when I can fly home to visit. Thanksgiving for sure, and I told Cecilia weâre going to the Czech Republic to be with your parents for Christmas. I told her those ten days are nonnegotiable.â
I hoped Kris would see I was already thinking of him. His father, Gus, was teaching for a year at the Academy of Fine Arts in Prague, a triumphant return after years of exile. It would be the family trip of a lifetime.
âDonât you think that whether youâll go to Prague is kind of beside the point, Robin?â Now he was unable to hide the anger in his voice. âIn the meantime youâre talking about leaving the kids and me at home taking care of things for months while you trail your sister all over the country or wherever the hell youâll be going.â
I was sorry Ceciliaâs offer had come up now. I should have presented the whole thing with more tact, and I should have considered it carefully for more reasons than I was willing to go into with Kris. But Iâd lashed out at him earlier, and this is what I got. Of course no matter how I phrased it, I was dropping a bombshell.
âI havenât decided yet.â I hoped that would delay the discussion, but it was not to be.
âThen please decide not to go, okay? It was hard enough handling things while you were in the hospital.â
Suddenly he wasnât the only angry person in our bed. âReally? Iâm so sorry I inconvenienced you. Maybe I should have stopped the car that plowed into us with my superpowers. Or maybe I shouldnât have gone to dinner at all, considering that I had to beg poor Michael to babysit because you had something more important to do.â
He stared at me, and I stared right back.
âLetâs face it,â I went on. â Everything is more important than spending time with your kids, Kris. Everything except me and what I need. You wonder why Nik is surly? Maybe itâs because heâs beginning to realize he wonât have a father to guide him through the difficult waters ahead. While youâre at it, take a look at your daughter. Girls develop so much faster these days, and when it comes to men, Pet will need help figuring out how to separate the wheat from the chaff. Sheâll need a role model. And what kind of role model is a man whoâs too busy to spend time with her?â
âIs that what this is about? Youâre trying to force me to be a hands-on father? You
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