She shook with outrage, disbelief. âYou didnât care enough even to acknowledge my letter about the miscarriage.â
âYouâre a fine one to point the finger.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â she asked hotly.
âIf youâd cared about me or what we had, you wouldnât have lied about the baby.â
âLied? About what?â Incensed, she marched over to him. âYou think I wasnât expecting?â
âNo, I believe you were.â
âThen what?â Her heart pounded hard in her chest.
âI think you knew before you left Whirlwind that you were carrying my baby and in your letter you tried to make me believe you didnât.â
Her breath jammed painfully in her chest. âYou think I knew and went to Philadelphia without telling you?â
âYes.â
How could he believe such a thing? âWell, I didnât know.â
âYouâre the daughter of a doctor.â He took an aggressive step toward her.
She moved back, not out of fear, but from sheer reflex.
âYou helped your pa from the time you were ten, and you knew more than most about medical things. How could you not realize?â
âI was distracted by my grief over my fatherâs death. If there were signs of a child at that time, I didnât catch them.â
The skeptical, scornful look on his face set off her temper.
âYou are a piece of work, Matt Baldwin! Why would I lie?â
âBecause if youâd admitted back then that you knew, you wouldâve had to stay.â His voice rose, too. âYou wouldnât have been able to traipse halfway across the country, putting our baby at risk.â
Pain and guilt knifed through her.
âIf you hadnât been so all-fired set to get to medical school, our baby would be alive. You as good as killed him.â
Before she even realized it, her hand flew up and she slapped him. Hard.
He grabbed her wrist, his expression stunned.
Tears blurred her vision. âHow dare you.â
Her hand print glowed red on his jaw. The blame was already carved into her heart, but coming from Matt, who had never even acknowledged their child? How could he have said something so cruel? Was there nothing left of the man sheâd loved? If so, she couldnât see it in those steel-cold eyes, the rigid jaw.
She was shaking so hard her teeth chattered. Very quietly, she said, âGet out.â
âYou bet.â He released her with a curse.
She registered the heavy thud of his boots on the floor, the slam of the door as her entire body went numb.
Heâd brought up the past and she hadnât been able to keep her mouth shut. She wished she had because now she was forced to admit what she had denied for seven years. Sheâd never gotten over him.
Chapter Four
If you hadnât been so all-fired set to get to medical school, our baby would be alive. You as good as killed him.
Five days later, Mattâs words still razored through Annalise, a black poisonous cloud on an otherwise lovely Saturday. She wished she could push his words out of her head, push him out of her head, but she hadnât been able to. So sheâd done the only thing she couldâsheâd avoided him like he was a coiled rattler.
Sunlight streamed through the front window of her clinic, warming the space of pine floor between her and the patient in his wheelchair. J.T. Baldwin had come in with Cora, wanting Annalise to examine his leg and determine why he was still unable to walk.
âHowâs the pain?â Annalise asked him.
âMost days, itâs just an ache, but if I do too muchââ
âOr ride in the wagon for very long,â Cora put in.
J.T. smiled at the older woman before turning to Annalise. âThen it hurts like the devil.â
âIs the pain sharp or dull after youâve exerted yourself?â
âSharp. Itâs a good sign that I can feel something,
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