accept responsibility then?â Dell asked, surprised.
âI do,â Cat replied. âOne of the things about being an adult is, you have to accept responsibility for your actions. One of these days, maybe, youâll learn about that.â
The boyâs face contorted. âYou bastard. I should kill you now.â
âMaybe you should,â Cat replied, evenly. âYou might be doing me a favor, and it shouldnât bother you much. After all, in your business, people get killed every day.â
âI simply supply a consumer need, just like you,â Dell said.
âSure, Dell, you go on telling yourself that. Never mind the human misery you and your kind cause. The moneyâs all that matters.â
âWhat about the misery you caused my mother and my sister?â he spat back.
âWhat about the misery you caused them?â Cat asked. âFor two years your mother never went to sleep without fear of being wakened in the night by the policeannouncing your arrest or your murder. Your sister never mentioned your name outside the family, for fear of causing embarrassment to whoever might hear it. Your gifts to them were greatâconstant pain and suffering. The last night of their lives I sat at dinner and saw tears come to the eyes of both of them when your name was mentioned. To their credit, they both believed there might be something in you worth saving. I havenât shared their hope for a long time now.â
âWell,â Dell said, âyou neednât devote any more of your time to thinking about me. You can think, instead, of how they would still be alive and well if you hadnât been so stupid.â
âIâll do that,â Cat said. âFor as long as I live.â
âIâm moving to Miami,â Dell said. âYou wonât be hearing from me again. Thatâs what I came here to tell you.â
âFinally, some good news,â Cat said, bitterly.
âYeah, Iâm moving on up,â Dell replied. âIâm plugged in at the source now; no more low-level dealingâIâm in management. Iâll bet I make more money this year than you do.â
âNo bets on that,â Cat replied, trying hard to keep from running to the other end of the pool and beating his son to death. âDealing in human misery has always paid well. All you have to do to win your bet is to live until the end of the year. From what I hear about your business, that wonât be as easy as you think.â
âWeâll see,â Dell spat at him, then turned and walked away toward the garden gate.
âWeâll see,â Cat echoed quietly to himself. He slipped into the pool again and began swimming long, slow strokes. Breathe deeply, he said to himself. Bleed the anger into the water. The boy was lost; forget about him.
It didnât work.
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Cat spent the evening sitting, staring uncomprehendingly at the bedroom television set. The flight manual lay in his lap, open and unread. His flight test the next day, something that he had been eagerly anticipating, seemed remote and uninteresting. He went to bed at midnight, wide awake, longing for oblivion, but he remained conscious for a long time. Much later, when he had slipped into a light and troubled sleep, he suddenly jerked awake. Something had wakened him, but what? There had been no noise.
Almost immediately, the telephone rang. He must have anticipated it, he thought. He glanced at the bedside clock: just after 4 A.M . Who the hell? He felt an unexpected stab of panic. The phone rang again. Fully awake now, unreasoningly frightened, he picked up the instrument. âHello,â he said, rather unsteadily. He was greeted by a wave of static, coming, it seemed, from a great distance. âHello,â he said again, this time more strongly.
Then, faintly but clearly, came a voice he would have recognized anywhere on earth, at any
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