Tavie, I didnât mean to compare.â
Tavie knew how often sheâd called him at work, or awakened him early in the morning to perform some household task. These small intrusions were her unconscious way of asking for affirmation. The method perpetuated itself over the years until her helplessness became a thread in the fabric of their whole relationship.
âRob, Iâll give you my word, Iâll read scads of books on auto mechanics, after we go to the police.â
âThe police? Why?â
âSheâs trying to kill me. And she doesnât seem to care if she kills the children with me. Itâs all there, Rob. It couldnât be any clearer.â
âWait a cotton-pickinâ minute. People in Hartford, Connecticut, donât go around killing whole families.â
âYou canât see.â
âLook at it, you donât have anything. To begin with, itâs true a boat ran you down. Perhaps, and itâs only a perhaps, because youâre certainly not a qualified expert on nautical matters, perhaps a similar craft was rented to a woman. The name was different and the description is vague. According to the August records of Connecticut Casualty Company, that day Helen was in New York City delivering copy. The copy was delivered, and the agency people positively identify Helen. What do you have left? The possibility that if she ran like hell, she could have gone to New York by plane, delivered the copy, caught a plane to Portland in time to rent a boat, and run you down. Next, our house did burn down. The fire marshall thinks itâs defective wiring, but in your wild imagination itâs set by some dark stranger that you chase through the night. God God, Tavie, youâve never chased a stray cat.â
âYou had an affair with her.â
âAnd if I donât admit to that?â
âItâs on the tape.â
âThe tape is burned.â
âThen you wouldnât admit to it?â
âI would, Tavie. I would broadcast it to the world, itâs not something that Iâm proud of, but I would if it would help. But donât you see? You donât have anything to give to the police.â
âIâm as positive of this as anything in my life.â
âIf you hadnât heard the tale end of that tape before the boating accident, would you have thought anything?â
âNo. I would have agreed that it was some nut.â
âAnd you wouldnât have chased your unknown apparition after the fire.â
âPerhaps not. I also might have been dead that night if I hadnât been having nightmares. Rob, weâve got to go to the police.â
âTheyâll think weâre nuts. And you know Helen wonât admit to anything. Assume for the sake of argument that the police take the charge seriously enough to investigate. Helen proves she was in New York that day, and her name isnât on any flight manifest to Portland, Maine.â
âAnyone can give a false name to an airline.â
âThatâs negative, Tav. Evidence is hard fact. Now, go along with my thinking a moment. Helen denies everything. Sheâd have to admit to seeing me, to my doing the book on her experienceâand thatâs it. The cops chalk the whole thing up to a jealous wife.â
âThereâs the boat and fire incident.â
âNo one saw what happened in the middle of the bay. You could have capsized the boat yourself.â
âRob, good God!â
âIâm not saying you did, Tavie. But it could have happened that way. And as for the fire, you know the results of the fire marshallâs study. No one else on the island saw the person youâ claim to have chased. Mrs. Gorley says that you were gone for a few minutes and were extremely upset when you returned. Everyone chalks that up to anyoneâs normal reaction to the fire.â
âPlease, Rob â¦â
âI canât,
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