it someday. As I sip my glass of Rioja I am remembering the sweet taste of your kiss. (Maybe I could be a writer too?) I look forward to our next meeting. My Deep Desire and Affection, Tom
Tom chuckled softly before pressing Send. For the first time he was anxious for his return to Cornwall. He kept busy himself, occupied with his business interests but the days seemed longer than normal and he was glad that he would be headed back soon. He headed over to the marina to check on the report from the mechanics. There had been a slight hitch in the engine on the trip over and he hoped it wouldn’t have to be replaced. It wasn’t so much the cost of a new motor but the disruption to his schedule. His crew engineer had both good and bad news. The problem could be repaired but the required part had to come from the States and wouldn’t arrive for another two weeks. That’s the price I pay for a Caribbean bargain-buy. The big boat had been a repossession, one of many in a glut following the banking crash and no one had wanted to sail it across the Atlantic. Tom was anxious to get back to see Lindy, but it was his responsibility as ship’s captain to take care of the vessel so he would have to wait. After making arrangements for the small group of passengers and his crew to fly back to the UK with a friend’s airline charter business he gave the go-ahead for the part order and settled back into his favorite hotel for the wait. Always something to do in sunny Spain. His heavy lunch and the afternoon sun were making him sleepy and he stretched out on the antique iron bed. His body was relaxed but his brain would not stop spinning. Somewhere between lucidity and dreams Lindy floated into his vision. He saw her standing on the beach, the early-morning sun shining on her hair. The diaphanous gown clung to her breasts and thighs in the soft breeze. He could see just a hint of her rosy nipples as they peaked against the silky fabric. Reaching out, she beckoned him to her side. Even in his fantasy Tom waged the war between moving closer and holding back. On one hand he took immense pleasure in just watching her. He wished he could somehow make her believe how beautiful she was. He knew that somewhere inside she was aware of it but it was difficult for her to believe it for more than a brief moment. As confident as she was, he wondered where the insecurity came from. Just a daydream, Tom? Go to her. Hold her hand for a little while. Walk with her in the sunshine. What could it hurt? Maybe if you’re lucky she pull you down into the warm sand and give you another chance to prove you are a man. * * * * * Lindy’s laughter tinkled on the breeze as she read Tom’s letter. He did seem to have a way with words. Maybe writing letters was how to get him to express himself. She had thought about the things he had said when they were together last and wondered what his issue really was. She knew she was thinking about him entirely too much. She worked on the house and the letters but it was her novel that took most of her time. She knew her motivation lay directly in her feelings for Tom—who wouldn’t want to write about love and romance when they had a handsome sea captain worshipping their body? Well no sense in knocking it. At least she was being productive. She tried not to count the days until Tom’s return but it was difficult—especially when darkness closed in and she lay in the big brass bed listening to the gentle waves washing up against the shore. Trying to fight the urge, she picked up the phone once again. She knew he would be home soon but she had not heard a word from him in a couple of days. Sometimes he would text and email several times in one day. Other times there was silence for several days. She was glad they had the connection when they did. It was helping her to know him even though they couldn’t be together. She tried to hold back from contacting him but it was a struggle. She had sent a