starts.â
Donât ask me why, but I said okay. Iâd like to say that I said it because I believed her. Iâd also like to say that I didnât go home and stay up all night doing both my work and hers. Iâd like to say that I didnât plan to show up at school and hand her part of the presentation to her and tell her, âJust read it, okay?â Iâd like to say all of those things, but none of them would be true.
I was there at eight oâclock.
She wasnât.
She wasnât there at eight-o-five or eight fifteen or eight twenty either.
The warning bellâthe five-minutes-to-homeroom bellârang at eight forty-five, approximately the same time that Trisha appeared, her face as white as milk.
âIâm sorry,â she said.
âForget it,â I said.
âNo, really, Iâm sorry,â she said.
âNo, really, forget it,â I said.
âItâs my mother,â she said.
Right. Her mother.
âSheâs sick,â she said.
Uh-huh. Well, I figured I had to give her points for being slightly more creative than âthe dog ate my homework.â
âWhatever,â I said. I was so angry that it was all I could trust myself to say.
âI did the work. I can show you,â she said. She pulled off her D&G backpack and started to rummage through it. Her pale face became paler and her small eyes grew wide.And she said (all together now. . .),âOh my godââ
âForgot to pack your part of the presentation, huh?â I said.
She stared at me. She even managed to make her eyes water.
âIâmââ
I held up my hand to silence her. I did not want to hear one more lame apology.
âIâm so tired. I was up all night. My motherâs really sick andââ
Thatâs when I said what Iâd been hating myself for ever since, maybe the meanest thing Iâve ever said. Maybe the thing that had sent her running.
âI donât care,â I said. âNobody cares. Maybe if you werenât so weird, people would care, but they donât.â
She stared at me, a stunned expression on her face.
âI did the work,â she said. âI just forgot. . . Iâll go and get it.â
âTrisha? Never mind, okay? I took care of it. All you have to do is show up and read what I wrote for you. You think you can do that? Or is that too much for you to handle?â
The final bell rang. I shook my head and turned away from her. I had done every last scrap of work. I had produced an A+ project for sure, and Trisha was going to get the same grade even though all sheâd done was coast. Life can be so unfair.
I went to homeroom. Then I went to history class.
Trisha did not show up.
I did the presentation alone. Before I began, Ms. Lewington said, âWhereâs your partner? Um. . .ââ finger on the seating plan againââTrisha?â When I said I didnât know, Ms. Lewington grunted with what I can only assume was disapprovalâas if it were my fault that Trisha hadnât shown up, as if I had failed to âwork it outâ with Trisha, as Ms. Lewington had told me to. Which is why I did what I did next. I lied. I told Ms. Lewington that when I said I wasnât sure where Trisha was, I meant that I wasnât sure if she was at home or at the doctor.
âYou mean sheâs sick?â Ms. Lewington said.
I told her, yes, thatâs what I meant. I also told her that Trisha had given me her part of the assignment and that I was going to present it for her. In retrospect, it made me feel a little better. But like Trishaâs work, it was too little, too late.
"I n other words,â my father said when I had finished my confession, âyouâre afraid itâs your fault she ran away.â
I nodded.
âYouâre being too hard on yourself, Robbie. Maybe she didnât do her work because of what was really bothering her, and
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