between our houses, and I thought, she doesnât want to go anymore than I do. I was waiting for her to invite me over again, but it was my turn. Was she waiting for an invitation?
If you have a friend, you invite them over. It sounds so simple, but it was a big deal for me, almost too big.
Almost. âWant some limeade?â I asked, trying to sound cool. My voice squeaked in my own ears. I coughed. âMy Mom Tate always makes it fresh.â
She didnât look at me weird, or exclaim â Momâ Tate? in a voice like Dracula? She said, âI love limeade.â
âItâs not actually just limeade,â I said as we started riding again. âItâs limeade and ginger ale and some other healthy stuff, but it doesnât taste like a health drinkâ¦â I babbled stupidly all the way.
It was so late in the afternoon that they were all there.
âDad, this is Mercy, from school.â
Dad looked up from reading the news on his tablet. âHi, Mercy.â He added hopefully, âI donât suppose you love math?â
âMathâs okay,â she said cautiously, turning to me.
âFamily joke,â I gabbled. âDad keeps hoping one of us will turn into a math geek. Like him. Sheâs a dancer,â I told Dad.
âCool!â Mom Tate said as she brought out the jug and a bunch of mismatched glasses.
She and Mercy went from dance to manga art, which got into scanlation translations that were so bad they were a crackup. Mom Gwen bustled around getting ready for a night shift, putting in a couple comments about how much she loved the art in Miyazakiâs films, and the boys ran in and out again, impatient for dinner.
It was all boring little stuff. Everyday stuff. But somehow every bit of everydayness chipped at the ache I still felt about those big questions no one could answer.
It wasnât like the big questions went away. Or the little onesâI expected that Mercy would probably ask about how I had two moms in the same houseâbut the way they were all talking, I figured sheâd be okay with the answer.
And I began to feel okay, even a little dizzy, the way you get when at least some of those big questions turn into possibilities, and the ones that donât are slightly less painful because maybe youâve found a friend to share them with.
Zapped .
âCâmon,â I said. âLetâs go up to my room. Iâve got links to a couple new webtoons I donât think youâve seenâ¦â
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