once. Next time you might not be so lucky.â
Isaac chuckled. âIâm a patriot, not a coward.â
âNobody has ever questioned your courage, just you.â
His grin vanished. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
She kissed him on the forehead. âLet others fight. Youâve done your duty.â
âOne battle doesnât make a man, Keziah.â He began polishing the musket with a rag.
Keziah sat across from him and took his hands. âYou promised me you wouldnât fight again after Queenston Heights.â She tenderly stroked his fingers. âI want you to keep that promise.â
âFort George has fallen. Do you understand what that means, Keziah? The British Army will need all the men they can get just to keep this country free. If the Yankees get any farther, the whole war is lost. I have to fight.â He caressed her face, but Keziah moved away from him and folded her arms. âIâm leaving tonight,â he told her, setting the gun aside. Isaac started for the door and waited for her response, but none came. He sighed. âI have work to finish.â
Keziah threw her arms up in frustration. âThatâs it? Proclaim youâre going to fight and walk away?â
âWhat would you like me to do? Do you think this is easy for me?â
âWhat am I supposed to do? Wait until I hear you were killed and then move on with my life? I know so many women like that. I donât want to be one of them. They change ... they have no soul left. You can see it in their eyes. Theyâre lost ... theyâre dead, but still alive. I donât want to be lost like that.â
Frustrated, Isaac kicked the door hard. âJust what exactly would you like me to do?â
She clenched her fists. âStay alive. Stay with me. I have as much say in your life as you do.â
âReally?â
Keziah fought back tears. âI work as hard as you do.
Iâm always there for you.â
âAnd Iâm not?â
âNot when you leave me to go and fight. I know itâs hard to go into battle, but itâs harder still to watch the man you love go off to fight in a battle and not know whatâs happening.â She embraced him. âPlease, Iâm begging you to stay.â
Isaac pushed her away. âIâm not going to argue with you about this anymore. I suggest you start dinner.â
âMake it yourself! Why should I cook for a dead man?â Keziah flopped into a chair as Isaac slammed the door behind him. She closed her eyes and began to weep again, but suddenly stood when she heard the sound of horses. Keziah moved to the window and spotted a contingent of American cavalry approaching the property.
Isaac was about to hammer a fence post but stopped and watched as an American officer cantered toward him. âIâm Major Thomas of the U.S. Army. Indians have been harassing us ever since we came into this wretched country, and I want to know where theyâre camped.â The young major wiped sweat from his moustache, but Isaac ignored him and resumed working. Irritated, Thomas dismounted and spun Isaac around. âIâm speaking to you, sir! Where are the Indians?â
Swinging the hammer hard onto the post, Isaac said, âI donât know and I donât care.â
Thomas withdrew his sword. âI demand an answer!â
Isaac lifted the hammer again. âItâs painfully obvious your parents never taught you any manners.â
âWhat do you do for a living, sir?â
âIâm a blacksmith, but right now Iâm mending some fence posts, in case you havenât noticed.â
âIs that so? Well, the last blacksmith I ran into a few miles back deliberately put the nails in too deep on my horseâs feet. Would you do the same?â Thomas eyed an ox by the barn.
âNo. I donât care to work on your horse or any other that belongs to the U.S. Army.â