Not Even Past by Dave White

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    Donne didn’t wait for an invitation. He stepped in between the desk and Martin and picked up the mouse. Pressed it down on the mouse pad and started scrolling. Martin had opened Internet Explorer and was stuck on the Yahoo! homepage.
    Donne closed that and looked at the programs on the desktop. Nothing out the ordinary. Microsoft Word, an Excel spreadsheet with inventory numbers on it, web browsers, and Skype. He was stunned this place kept an inventory. Donne clicked on Start, then froze.
    Skype.
    “We’re looking for an iPad,” Martin said.
    “Yeah, I know.”
    “That’s a computer,” Martin said.
    “Have some more coffee.” Donne squinted and willed his eyes to stay focused. “Don’t you hate computers?”
    “That’s why I didn’t realize it wasn’t an iPad at first.”
    Donne clicked on the Skype icon. The hourglass appeared on screen for a moment, then then the Skype window appeared. The username and password were saved to the computer, so Donne didn’t have to login.
    He counted to ten while waiting for the contacts to load up.
    The usual screen full of usernames showed up. Most didn’t have avatars, and were just images of phone handsets. Donne scanned usernames and didn’t recognize any. He scrolled the down the screen and pictures started to show up.
    That’s why his gut pitched and for an instant, Donne thought he was going to throw up. One of the icons, one with an avatar was very familiar to him. He recognized it.
    It was someone he hadn’t seen in years.
    It was Jeanne’s father.

D ONNE CLOSED Skype and exhaled.
    “Jackson?” Bill Martin’s voice was far away.
    He felt his nerves endings firing—like he’d drank too much Coca-Cola. Muscles tensed.
    “Donne? You okay?”
    “Yeah,” Donne said.
    He dropped his arms to his side and closed his eyes. His ears were burning. He opened his eyes again.
    Then he burst through the door back into the front of the bodega. He spun on his heel into a rack of potato chips knocking them over and headed down the aisle toward the cash register. The cashier’s eyes went wide as he stared at what must have looked like a madman rushing at him.
    Blood pounded in his ears. He slammed into the counter of the register and reached across, grabbing the cashier by the front of his polo shirt. Donne pulled him close and punched the him in the face. The cashier’s head snapped back and blood burst from his nose.
    Donne pulled him in again and unleashed another blow to his jaw. The cashier slipped from Donne’s grasp and smashed into the cigarettes and condoms behind him. They clattered to the floor along with him.
    Just before he could hop on to the counter, someone grabbed Donne by the shoulder and held him in place. He pulled against it, the fabric of his T-shirt rubbing and stretching against his neck.
    “Where is she?” The words thundered from Donne’s mouth.
    The cashier looked up at him eyes wide. He had covered his nose with both hands. His mouth was moving but no sound came out.
    “Why do you know her father?” Donne could feel his vocal chords straining. “Where is she? How is she alive?”
    The cashier shook his head. Blood was dripped between his fingers. His mouth moved even faster.
    Donne pulled free and leapt onto the counter. He was about to jump down into the pit with the cashier when his he was hugged around his waist. His body fell backward and he was lowered to the ground. He tried to get his feet under him, but couldn’t and landed on his ass. Hard.
    “ Jackson! ” Martin’s voice came into the focus. “Jackson! Stop it. Calm the down.”
    “I will sue! I will sue all of you. The police. The state. Whoever the fuck! You punched me.”
    Donne shook his head as the cashier rambled. He tried to let the world come back to him. His breath was ragged and felt like it was getting caught in the back of his throat. Trying to scramble back to his feet wasn’t an option. Pain shot down his legs from his tailbone.
    “Kid.