so badly her fists clenched together in her lap.
âMy wife, Tabitha.â His voice was low. âLove of my life.â
The pain was dull, more like an ache. But it surprised her to feel it at all, as he spoke about a woman who wasnât her mother.
âSheâs an amazing woman. And our daughters, Irene and Mellie. Theyâre sixteen and fourteen now.â
Her sisters. Half sisters, technically. But it was all she could do to stop from reaching out and touching the photograph.
The family sheâd desperately wanted growing up.
The tightness in her throat came back and she coughed a little to mask it.
Sensing her inability to speak, he went on. âThat photoâs from their first trip to Hawaii, several years ago. Visiting some extended family on my side.â He looked at her then, brows furrowing. âYour side, too.â
Thatâs right. Making her . . . well, as mixed-ancestry as anyone else in America. She tried another cough, âFourteen and sixteen, huh? Thatâs gonna be hell when they start dating, if they havenât already.â
His scowl deepened. âDating? Hell no. Theyâre too young for that. Irene barely started driving. Give a man a minute to recover.â
She chuckled a little at that, the sound breaking on a jagged edge. God, she had to pull herself together. âSo Iâm in town for awhile. I know the timing isnât the greatest, with your, uh, you call it a pre-season, I think? But itâs the only opening my company had for me to take a semi-leave of absence. Iâm still doing some small jobs via telecommute but Iâm ninety percent free. So I hopeââ
âItâs fine,â he cut in. âYouâre mine. I want to get to know you, no matter what time of the year it is. Itâs just that the season brings some . . . interesting complications.â He glanced once more at the photo, then leaned forward. âMy family is an active part of my work. My wife comes to all the home games; the girls too, if theyâre available. They do interviews, when appropriate, media blips, that sort of thing. We sponsor several charities that hinge on our good name and long-standing pristine reputation in the Santa Fe community. Iâve got a rep for being a family man, and all three of my girls are used to the local media. Iâm not going to lie about who you are. Youâve heard where I stand on lies. So that means eventually, weâre going to be explaining your relationship to me.â
Media attention. Here it came. She took a big breath and nodded, waiting for it.
âI want you to get to know my daughters. Your sisters,â he added, as if heâd just put that together himself, looking a little surprised by it. For a man who appeared in control, it was the first hint he was still processing the news himself. âBut Iâm not going to put up with a poor reflection on my family, or a bad influence on my teenage daughters. I agreed to you coming out here because thus far, youâve appeared to be a smart, head-on-straight young woman. Please donât prove me wrong.â
âWhat does that mean, exactly?â Not that she had any plans to turn all Miley Cyrusâcrazy anytime soon. But as much as she wanted to get to know her father, she wasnât going to kill her social life and wear an Amish bonnet either.
âThere are rules. The first, is that youâre going to keep a low profile until weâre ready to make a statement. Youâll have a little media training, youâll do select interviews, and youâll follow the script we set out for you. Iâve already spoken to the PR rep for the team, discretely, about how to manage this situation. His opinion is we should get ahead of it. Control the story. Make it a non-issue so the media follows suit and the story is over before it even begins. Introduce you to them rather than waiting for them to find