am. My blue eyes say one thing, my coloring and build say another. Some of the guys are sneaking looks at Claire. They probably donât hang around with vamp girls too often, and I always forget how pretty she is. To me, sheâs just Claire, so itâs kind of funny to see guys checking her out. Not to mention that none of these guys is her type, due to their being guys.
They argue for a while about whether the kidâs heart stopped or if something else happened. Then the subject changes to classmates from Millbrook. Of course, I have no idea who theyâre talking about, but that doesnât matter. Iâm here with Juliet Walker.
Sheâs smiling at me a lot, but not so much that it seems fake, so thatâs good. She includes me when sheâs talking, and looks at me, which is another good sign. But every time I look at Claire to get a sense of how she thinks itâs going, sheâs talking to that girl Victoria.
Iâm trying not to stare at Juliet while she talks. Just keep it cool. At one point she tosses her hair and I see that sheâs wearing earrings, hoops in hoops. Iâm not used to that. Vamp girls donât usually bother with earrings, since the holes would close up the second theyâre taken out.
When the conversation turns to movies, Michael goes on about how bad the new Kurt Helsingermann movie is. âThe action was lame. And that guy is too old now.â
This is my chance. âHelsingermann is the finest actor alive,â I say. I push my hair up like his. Claire catches my eye and shakes her head tightly, like, donât do it . But this is a specialty of mine. I point at each kid while I put on the famous Bavarian accent. âYou, go get zee veapons!You, get zat antenna vorking again! Und you, take ze girl und take cover. Und me? I vill disable zat varhead, und zenâ¦Iâll come back !â
It gets a pretty good laugh. Claire is looking at the pavement, shaking her head, but what does she know about brilliant impersonations?
Juliet is laughing. She bumps her shoulder against mine. That means something. Iâm sure of it.
Sheâs not paying more attention to me than she is to the other guys. I donât know if itâs because she doesnât like me more than them or because she doesnât want to be obvious. I look over to Claire, whoâs still talking to that Victoria. Thanks, Claire. Big help. Youâre supposed to be watching me. I put my hands behind my head and stretch, but sheâs not looking this way, and totally misses the signal.
Iâm tense and forget not to grind my teeth. A white-hot arrow of pain shoots through my jaw and electrifies every nerve in my body. I yelp, in a less than manly way.
Everybody goes silent and looks at me. âAre you all right?â Juliet asks.
âYeah, sorry. Bit my tongue.â
âOh, I hate when that happens,â she says. Fortunately, the conversation starts up again. I do the secret signal twice in a row, and as I walk across the parking lot to the store, Iâm still not sure Claire even noticed.
It feels like Iâve been standing next to the frozen food cases forever. Iâm frustrated and Iâm cold. If Claire doesnât get here in the next thirty seconds, Iâm going to kill her. And what is up with that pain in my tooth? It doesnât hurt if I push on it with my finger, but it kills when I clench my teeth.
âWhy are you hiding in the back of the market?â Claire asks.
âWhere were you?â I say to her. âIâve been waiting here for, like, half an hour!â
âYou were waiting maybe two minutes. I was talking to Victoria. Sorry if I didnât stop her in the middle of a sentence so I could rush across the parking lot and into the store. That wouldnât have been too random.â
âWell, I was worried that you didnât see the signal.â
âDidnât see it? It looked like you were bringing