paint. Lots of college girls wear it. Thatâs my pointâwe need to make sure you blend in. Weâre different, Sev. I want to make sure you kick ass on this mission.â
Weâre different. Yup, thanks for the reminder.
I smile though. Nine and I donât always agree on everything, but sheâs my closest friend. âI know. So do I. But I donât think my ability to apply a killer makeup job is going to be the deciding factor.â
âBe prepared. You never know.â She removes her body from the bathroom door sheâs been blocking. âBut fine. You should get a good nightâs sleep.â
âYou think?â
She flings open the door and saunters down the drab gray hallway, swinging her hips as if she can hear some tune that I canât. Amused, Iâm about to ask whatâs up when she throws open the door at the end of the hall.
I gasp. Our entire unit, all twelve of us, are crammed in the girlsâ quarters. Blue and purple crepe paper covers the normally bare walls and windows. Our six beds have been pushed against the sides, creating an open space in the center. For a change, the room feels almost warm and alive.
âSurprise!â people yell in chorus, tossing excess crepe paper at me.
I cover my mouth with my hands, laughing. âCrepe paper? Really? Where did you get that? What are you doing?â
Six playfully hits Nine on the shoulder. âGood question. What are you doing? We didnât have time to finish decorating.â
Nine pokes me. âI couldnât hold her any longer. You know sheâs got an iron will.â
I stick my tongue out at her, still laughing to cover my surprise and to hide the tears forming behind my eyes. I canât believe they did this. Weâre going to be in huge trouble if Fitzpatrick finds out, but I donât care.
âOur Seven, stubborn?â One drapes an arm around me, giving me one of his rare grins. âNever.â
âShut up.â I flick him in the chest.
Despite his grin, Iâm certain he had no hand in planning this. In fact, Iâm certain he doesnât approve. Thereâs a tightness around his eyes that he doesnât bother to hide, and for good reason. As our team leader, One is supposed to set the example. But heâll go along with this for me.
I try not to think about that.
âYouâre all crazy,â I say. âYou know that?â
âCrazy jealous,â Six says, tossing her hair. âAnd weâre going to miss you.â
I lob a piece of crepe paper at her. âIâm not leaving forever. If I have any luck, Iâll get this done quickly and be back before you can out pull-up me.â
As the three smallest people in our unit, Six, Eight and I are perpetually competing to see which of us can do the most pull-ups.
One clears his throat. âIt wonât be luck if youâre fast. Itâll be skill. Thatâs whyââ
âOh, enough with it,â Nine says, dragging me deeper into the room. âShe doesnât need a pep talk. Weâve got more celebrating to do.â
I follow her, pretending I donât see the scowl on Oneâs face. Heâs the only other of us whoâs gotten to go on a real mission, but his wasnât a solo one. And it was fast. He was gone three days, flying to Turkey with one of the CYs to obtainâ¦something. Something the rest of us werenât cleared to know about.
We congratulated One then, but no one threw him a party. Him being chosen was expected. Heâs our team leader, the best and most responsible of us all. I hope he doesnât resent the attention Iâm getting.
With that thought running through my head, I smile awkwardly at everyone who starts talking to me. This partyâs suddenly gone from sweet to cringe-worthy.
âIncoming!â The group parts, and Three barges through carrying a cake. He sets it on my desk with a flourish, shoving my