Shorty Got My Head Gone by China White

you betta gone sit yo young ass down somewhere lil girl and check yourself before you wreck yourself,"
 
    I spazzed out ''Fuck you nigga, you ain't going to do shit," I shouted. ''Whicha fake ass, you ain't shit nigga, I hate you, I fucking hate you,'' I said while pounding on his chest.
 
    He grabbed my arms to keep me from punching him and pinned me down on the bed.
 
    ''Yo chill, calm down man. What’s wrong with you?" he yelled ''What your beef with me huh, why you hate me shorty?" he asked letting me go.
 
    ''Nigga you know why, how you going to do me like that huh? Now how you going to do my brother like that? You didn't even go to his funeral and that was supposed to be your best friend," I yelled with a pained look on my face. I couldn't stand it and broke down ''You left me hangin' Poppi, you lied to me, you lied to me man, you promised me you was going to always be there for me whenever I needed you," I said while poking him in the chest with my index finger.
 
    ''I needed you and where were you," I asked shouting in his face.
 
    He had a sad disappointing look on his face.

 
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    Poppi
     
    ''I needed you and where were you," she yelled with pain in her eyes.
     
    I all of a sudden felt like shit. I was sad because of the pain I caused her and was disappointed in myself for not being there for her like I promised. I didn't know I caused that much pain to her life. I couldn't quite answer her. I sat down on the bed putting my hands in my head thinking back on the unforgettable, tragic day.
 
    ''I know you going through a tough time right now but I promise you Imma get those niggas who killed your brother man, and if you need anything I mean anything just hit me up iight,”
 
    ''Aight," she said then waved goodbye.
 
    I speed off from the curve driving 70 miles per an hour in a 45 mile lane. I couldn't believe they killed my best friend man, that was my bro and I loved his ass to death. I was heated and wanted the niggas head that did this to him. I really don't know who killed him but I don't give a fuck. Everybody is a victim in my eyes; I'm killing all of my enemies tonight. I sped through the traffic to my house. I got out the car slamming the door behind me. I stormed to my house and went straight to the basement. I was opening up my hidden safe that held my guns when I heard my mother coming down the stairs.
 
    As I popped the safe open I heard my mother say ''Hey there son, I heard about your best friend I'm so sorry. Are you alright baby?"
 
    I turned around with an AR15 and an AK47 Rifle hanging from my hand. Her eyes widened and her mouth dropped open when she saw the rifles in my hand. 
 
    ''No! Son please don't do anything stupid you're going to regret." she said with tears forming in her eyes " I'm sorry about Baby but he's gone son and there's nothing you can do to get him back. Now I don't want you to end up like him, I don't want to lose you son," she said while bursting into tears.
 
    I started breaking down and tears started falling from my eyes for the first time. ''They killed my brother that was my brother, I can't let them get away with this shit man I just can't," I cried out. She grabbed me and held me in her arms.
 
    ''It's going to be ok baby," she said.
 
    ''No its not, I got to get them niggas," I shouted.
 
    She held me tighter in her arms then start rocking back and forth "you know what son, you a grown man and if you feel like you got to do this I can't stop you." she said still holding me in her arms.
 
    ''But promise me something son," She said looking at me into my eyes "You got to promise me you leave from here, I don't want to lose you so you promise me you go far far away from this place." She said while placing her hands on my face.
 
    ''I promise ma,"
 
    I went on telling Ashley everything that went down that night. I went on a rampage murking all them niggas off that we had beef with. After my little murder spree I