pushed with his head to open it. The rusty hinges squeaked.
âMakoto!â Hideyo whispered.
No response.
There were four toilets, all the doors reaching to the floor, all closed. Hideyo stood up.
âShoichi, Shinzo, Makoto! Itâs me, Hideyo,â he whispered.
The third toilet door opened slightly. Makoto peeked out. âYou! Alive!â he gasped. Shoichi and Shinzo came from the same cubicle, shaking, their faces ghostly white.
âWe heard the machine guns,â said Shinzo, his lips trembling. âWe hid together. They never looked. Who got killed?â
âYasuo was killed right in front of me,â Hideyo told them. âI donât know who else. Theyâre going to blow up the building. We have to get out.â
Makoto peered cautiously from the window. âTheyâre making the captured ones walk toward the street. Theyâre pointing machine guns at them.â
Stealthily they crept to their bunkroom next to thewashroom. They crammed belongings into their rucksacks. Then they went back to the washroom and carefully, slowly, so as not to make a sound, they pushed the window open. The soldiersâ backs were turned. One by one the boys jumped out and ran around the building toward the mountain.
They had not gone far when they heard the explosion. They turned and watched the factory exploding into the air. Hideyo thought of Yasuo.
âItâs almost noon,â he said, looking at his watch. âIf we take the mountain path now we can be home by early morning.â
They began walking. Suddenly Hideyo wondered what had happened to his mother and sisters. He walked faster and faster, the others following.
They walked until they were so weary they had to stop, and Makoto said, âHey, Iâm hungry. Does anyone have any food?â
They all searched their sacks. Mother had packed only six daysâ rations for Hideyo, as he had expected to go home the next afternoon for the weekend, so he had only some strips of fish and dried biscuits. They sat on the roots of a tree and shared what little he had.
âWhat time is it?â Makoto asked.
âFive oâclock,â Hideyo answered.
âIâm still hungry,â said Shinzo.
âLetâs look for mushrooms,â Makoto suggested.
âYes! Roasted mushrooms are good!â Shoichi agreed.
Hideyo said, âLook, my friends, letâs look for mushrooms as we walk. Every moment is precious.â
At dawn they reached Hideyoâs home, our home, which stood in its bamboo forest at the edge of the village.
âWhat the hell!â yelled Hideyo. The main entrance door had been burst open. The service entrance door stood wide. They rushed into the house.
âMother!â Hideyo called.
Makoto surveyed the desolation before them. âThe Korean Communist troops have been here,â he said.
âIâm going to my house!â Shinzo cried.
âLetâs meet at Shoichiâs house later,â Hideyo called after them.
He was shocked at the ransacking of his home. He examined the rooms carefully. The hanging scroll painting in the receiving room had been slashed to pieces. Closet doors stood open, their contents pulled out. Fur coats, hats, and his sistersâ muffs had been stolen, except for a tiny fur coat lying on the floor.
Little Oneâs, Hideyo thought, and picked it up. Holding it in one arm, he continued to check the rooms. The phonograph-radio was gone. The collection of classical records lay scattered on the floor. Kimono drawers were empty.
He saw the treadle sewing machine. Why had the robbers not taken this? Probably because they did not know how to use it. The machine was covered, asalways when not in use, with a black velvet cloth, but a rice bowl sat perched on top. Strange, Hideyo thought. Mother never left anything on top of her machine. He went up to the machine and then he saw Motherâs note in script writing beneath the bowl. He read