native islanders riot? Or worse, attack the house and guests? Maybe. But what weighed most heavily on Georgie was the sense of being complicit in Celiaâs suffering.
Marlene approached, locking eyes with her. She topped off Georgieâs glass with straight rum and lit another cigarette.
âGot ugly in there, didnât it?â she said, exhaling.
Georgie nodded.
âBet you donât see that every day in the mermaid tank,â Marlene said. âBut Joe can handle it. Even if you canât. Those of us that have been to the warââ
Georgie held up a hand, stopping Marlene. She felt claustrophobic, drunk. She knew she wasnât thinking clearly. Her body was warm from the rum and wine and she felt anxious, as if she needed to move.
âTell Joe Iâm off for a walk. To think about things.â
âStay out awhile,â Marlene said, calling after her.
Georgie left the house through the kitchen and walked away from the group of islanders who had clustered near the dock. She wanted to tell them that they were right, that they should take the boat, but she was too ashamed to look them in the eyes, too afraid to speak against Joe. She wanted to talk to Phillip, so she followed the path of crushed oysters and sand north toward the simple silhouette of the small stone church.
Georgie recalled the hymn her mother liked to singââO God, Our Help in Ages Past.â She was tone-deaf but couldnât help herself from singing. As the words came, her tongue felt too big for her mouth, but still the sound of her voice filled her with unexpected serenity. She took another drink from the crystal tumbler sheâd taken from the house and sang the first verse again, and then again, until she could feel her motherâs nails on her back, calming her down, loving her to sleep.
She found Phillip passed out on a wooden bench in front of the church.
âPhillip,â she said, gently rocking him with her hands. He was shirtless and his skin was warm. A single silver cross Joe had given him hung around his neck and across his chest.
âPhillip,â she said. He stirred but didnât open his eyes. She pinched the skin above his hip bone.
âWhat?â he said, opening his eyes into slits.
âTake the boat. Just take it.â
âIâm in no shape to drive a boat.â
âYou have to. Someone has to.â
âI like you, Georgie,â Phillip said. âBut you have to leave me the hell alone now.â He waved her off with one hand, the other tucked underneath his head.
âBut you saidââ
âI give up. You should too.â He rolled away from her, turning his face toward the back of the bench.
She took another sip of her drink while waiting for him to roll back over. When he didnât, she walked to the place where the sandy island broke off into high cliffs and began to walk the rim of the island, staring at the water below.
Looking down at the waves from the cliffs, she remembered Florida. She remembered sipping on the air hose and drinking Coca-Cola while tourists watched her through thick glass at the aquarium show. Sometimes Georgie had to remind herself that she could not, in fact, breathe underwater.
âWhatever you do,â the aquarium owner had said, âbe pretty.â
And so the girls always pointed their toes and ignored the charley horses in their calves or the way their eyes began to sting in the brackish water. Georgie recalled the feeling of her hands on the arch of another swimmerâs back as they performed an underwater adagio, the fatigue in her body after the back-to-back Fourth of July shows. She remembered a time when she felt good about herself.
She thought of Joe, and her arm around Marleneâs back. She thought of the stone house, and for a minute, she wanted to leave Whale Cay and return home. But home would never be the same.
In days the yacht would pull away and Joe would wake her
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