at a distance. To me, she was a distraction. I know it sounds harsh, but since my dad passed away I’ve managed to build this company into what it is today, and I never thought I’d want a woman in my life as much as I do Annabelle. So I was rude and cold toward her.
I hate thinking about the way I was with her. I went to Sienna’s on the last night of the two week holiday, got completely drunk and woke up the next day with Tammy in my bed. I still can’t remember what happened, but I can’t seem to get rid of her now. That morning she came into work with me, was the day Annabelle walked in on us in my office. It looked really bad with Tammy sitting on my desk and me standing between her legs. She was only telling me that she was glad we were friends again and that she missed me.
I told her that I didn’t want anything else to happen and she was really good about it. I was so relieved, but when Annabelle walked in and saw us, my heart stopped. I saw the smirk on Tammy’s lips and I knew she did it on purpose. I was so rude to Annabelle again because I was ashamed to be caught like that with Tammy. I didn’t know what Annabelle thought, and I cared what she thought. Things just got worse from there. Tammy kept turning up at the office, and every time Annabelle was around she would be touching me or kissing my cheek. I saw the disappointment on Annabelle’s face and I hated it.
When I noticed how sick Annabelle was, and I was so worried about her. I didn’t know what to do, and I was really concerned about the amount of times she was being sick. When I called her into my office, it was to find out what was wrong and give her a few days leave or even a week. Whatever she needed to get back to full health. When she told me she wasn’t sick, I was confused.
She looked scared and she wouldn’t talk to me or tell me anything. The way she was chewing on her lip made me nervous. She was physically sick countless times and she looked very tired. I don’t know why, but I asked if it had anything to do with the night we’d spent together. I don’t even know why I asked… really I don’t? When she nodded her head, my heart stopped beating and I couldn’t control my breathing.
I knew… I knew she was pregnant.
My reaction was screwed up. I can’t believe I blamed her, and I feel awful for my reaction but it was such a shock. I wanted her so much that night that I wasn’t thinking. I’ve never slept with anyone without protecting myself. It was my fault as much as hers. I needed time to get my head around it. I stayed away from her and gave her space. I pretty much avoided her at work by taking work home with me, and I had a couple of days off as well. I realised how pathetic and stupid I was being, so when I turned up at her apartment I was ready to have a chat. When I saw her again, she was even more beautiful, even in her baggy trousers and tank top. I was worried about her and talking to her made my day. Knowing she was doing all right was brilliant to hear.
I gave her my mobile number in case she ever needs me. It may have been a shock, but I’m the father of this baby and I want to be there. I’m going to be there for both of them. I’m making my way right now to see Tammy. I had a date with her, not a romantic date. It was just a meal with her at this new restaurant that she wanted me to take her to. I’m going to make her realise tonight that we will never be anything else, and if she can’t accept that then we can’t be friends. I may not know everything about Annabelle, but she’s carrying my child, and I will make sure that Annabelle and my baby are looked after. I don’t know what will happen with Annabelle, but if I have anything to do with it, I will win her heart too.
Joshua never phoned me like he said he was going to. Probably too busy with his big busty, bitchy, cleavage showing girlfriend… not that I’m jealous or anything. I gradually crawl out of bed, shower and change into my
I hate thinking about the way I was with her. I went to Sienna’s on the last night of the two week holiday, got completely drunk and woke up the next day with Tammy in my bed. I still can’t remember what happened, but I can’t seem to get rid of her now. That morning she came into work with me, was the day Annabelle walked in on us in my office. It looked really bad with Tammy sitting on my desk and me standing between her legs. She was only telling me that she was glad we were friends again and that she missed me.
I told her that I didn’t want anything else to happen and she was really good about it. I was so relieved, but when Annabelle walked in and saw us, my heart stopped. I saw the smirk on Tammy’s lips and I knew she did it on purpose. I was so rude to Annabelle again because I was ashamed to be caught like that with Tammy. I didn’t know what Annabelle thought, and I cared what she thought. Things just got worse from there. Tammy kept turning up at the office, and every time Annabelle was around she would be touching me or kissing my cheek. I saw the disappointment on Annabelle’s face and I hated it.
When I noticed how sick Annabelle was, and I was so worried about her. I didn’t know what to do, and I was really concerned about the amount of times she was being sick. When I called her into my office, it was to find out what was wrong and give her a few days leave or even a week. Whatever she needed to get back to full health. When she told me she wasn’t sick, I was confused.
She looked scared and she wouldn’t talk to me or tell me anything. The way she was chewing on her lip made me nervous. She was physically sick countless times and she looked very tired. I don’t know why, but I asked if it had anything to do with the night we’d spent together. I don’t even know why I asked… really I don’t? When she nodded her head, my heart stopped beating and I couldn’t control my breathing.
I knew… I knew she was pregnant.
My reaction was screwed up. I can’t believe I blamed her, and I feel awful for my reaction but it was such a shock. I wanted her so much that night that I wasn’t thinking. I’ve never slept with anyone without protecting myself. It was my fault as much as hers. I needed time to get my head around it. I stayed away from her and gave her space. I pretty much avoided her at work by taking work home with me, and I had a couple of days off as well. I realised how pathetic and stupid I was being, so when I turned up at her apartment I was ready to have a chat. When I saw her again, she was even more beautiful, even in her baggy trousers and tank top. I was worried about her and talking to her made my day. Knowing she was doing all right was brilliant to hear.
I gave her my mobile number in case she ever needs me. It may have been a shock, but I’m the father of this baby and I want to be there. I’m going to be there for both of them. I’m making my way right now to see Tammy. I had a date with her, not a romantic date. It was just a meal with her at this new restaurant that she wanted me to take her to. I’m going to make her realise tonight that we will never be anything else, and if she can’t accept that then we can’t be friends. I may not know everything about Annabelle, but she’s carrying my child, and I will make sure that Annabelle and my baby are looked after. I don’t know what will happen with Annabelle, but if I have anything to do with it, I will win her heart too.
Joshua never phoned me like he said he was going to. Probably too busy with his big busty, bitchy, cleavage showing girlfriend… not that I’m jealous or anything. I gradually crawl out of bed, shower and change into my
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