A Kiss of Shadows by Laurell K. Hamilton Page B

we should be able to pick out the bad people just by looking at them, but it just doesn’t work that way. I’d spent enough time at both courts to know that beautiful and good were not the same. I, if anyone, knew that beauty was perfect camouflage for the darkest of hearts, and still I wanted Alistair Norton’s face to show what he was inside. I wanted some visible mark of Cain on him. But he came smiling into the restaurant, tall, broad-shouldered, face full of clean angles, so masculine it was almost painful. His lips were a little thin for my taste, face a little too masculine, eyes a very ordinary brown. The hair that was tied back in a neat ponytail was an odd shade of brown, neither light nor dark. But I had to look for imperfections because there just weren’t any.
    His smile was quick and softened his face to something more approachable, less model-perfect. The laugh was deep and charming. His large hands wore a silver ring with a diamond as big as my thumb, but no wedding ring. There wasn’t even a telltale pale line where the ring had been removed. His skin was dark enough that there should have been a tan line. He’d never worn a ring. I always felt that any man who didn’t want to wear a wedding band was probably planning to cheat. There are always exceptions, but not many.
    For his part, he seemed pleased. “Your eyes glow like green jewels.”
    I’d left the brown contact lenses at the office. My natural eye color really did glow. I thanked him for the compliment, playing shy, looking into my drink. It wasn’t shyness. I was trying to keep him from seeing the contempt in my eyes. Both human and sidhe culture abhor an adulterer. The sidhe don’t worry about fornication, but once you get married, give your word that you will be faithful, then you must be faithful. No fey will tolerate an oath breaker. If your word is worthless, then so are you.
    He touched my shoulder. “Such perfect white skin.” When I didn’t chase him away, he leaned in and placed a soft kiss on my shoulder. I stroked his face as he drew back, and that seemed to be a signal of some kind. He kissed the side of my neck, hand touching my hair. “Your hair’s like red silk,” he breathed against my skin. “Is it your natural color?”
    I turned into him, answering him with my mouth just above his, “Yes.”
    He kissed, and it was gentle, a good first kiss. I hated the fact that he seemed so sincere. What was truly horrible was that he might be sincere, that at the beginning of the seduction he might mean every word. I’d met men like that before. It’s as if they believe their own lies, that this time it will be true love. But it never lasts because no woman is perfect enough for them. Of course, it isn’t the women who aren’t perfect enough. It’s the man. He tries to fill some void in himself with women or sex. If the love is true enough, the sex good enough, then this time he’ll feel complete. This time he’ll finally be whole. Serial womanizers are like serial killers in one respect. They both believe that next time will be perfect, that the next experience will complete them and stop this unending need. But it never does.
    He whispered, “Let’s get out of here.”
    I nodded, not trusting my voice. I’d be doing a lot of eyes-closed kissing because sometimes I could lie with my eyes, and sometimes I couldn’t. It was going to be hard enough to keep the reluctance out of my body as he touched me. Expecting my eyes to show lust and love was asking too much.
    His car matched the rest of him: expensive, sleek, fast. A black Jaguar with black leather seats so that it was like sliding into a pool of darkness. I put my seat belt on. He didn’t. He drove fast, weaving in and out of traffic. It would have been more impressive if I hadn’t been driving in L.A. for three years. Everyone drove like this out of