address book. Mama shipped Sueâs stuff to Carla.
In the limo, on the way from the cemetery, I told Mama about Sueâs plans and dreams to square up and open a restaurant to make a decent home for Carla, her daughter. Mama broke down and wailed like a crumb crusher. Small wonder. Mama had lost her dream too, a billion tears ago.
Thirty years later, whenever I see a pygmy fox with indigo, velour skin and pony eyes, or see a shimmering mane of crow breast hair, or hear a smoky voice, I get a lump in my throat remembering Black Sue.
LONELY SUITE
I tossed restlessly in the emperor-size bed in the Big Windy. The moon-drenched branches of a wind-mauled tree outside the bedroom window cavorted spectral shadows about the suite. Raucous March gales screeched off Lake Michigan. I felt a bleak loneliness, a nameless apprehension. I chain-smoked as a blond console in the living room issued Ellasâs new hit wail about the loss of her âLittle Yellow Basket.â
I was startled from my counting of the gold satin ruffles on the bedâs canopy by the jangle of the telephone on the nightstand. I froze and stared at the phone for a long moment. Three A.M. ! Was it Phyl, my one and only mud-kicker calling from the slams? Had some mugger on Sixty-third Street slugged and robbed her? Had some trick maimed her?
I picked up with vast relief to friend Gold Streakâs frog-in-a-log voice. âHow ya doing, Slim?â he shouted above a background of honky-tonk pandemonium.
âGreat, Streak,â I said. âYou must be balling at Smallâs Paradise, or maybe at the Cotton Club?â
He laughed. âYour ass, buddy. Iâm back in Chi! Stole the finest three-way silk bitch in the Apple. Iâm celebrating my birthday at Wimpyâs, then Tracyâs for a taste. Câmon!â
I said, âIâm waiting for Phyl. Want me to pick you up in your wheels later?â
He said, âNo, Jim, I got the cabby with me that drove me from the Apple.â He hung up.
I went to the bathroom to freshen up for my lady due to check in. I was just a nineteen-year-old pimp novice. I wasnât scoring a big buck from the streets with one flat-backer. I wasnât really the suiteâs tenant. I had agreed to hawk-eye (from my modest pad down the hall) and occupy the suite during prime burglar time. Streak had a fear that some scuffler would shim his pad and cop his five dozen pairs of stomps, hundred vines, and assorted personal treasures. Streak had been on business in the Apple for a week. Dope business.
I brushed my teeth and felt pangs of worry and fear for Streak. The nasal sludge in his voice was the tip-off that he had strung himself out on his merchandise. Worse for Streak was the street scam that he was long past due in payment for supplies of dream shit from you know who.
I went to a bedroom window and idly glanced down a street. I saw a group of white couples and a pair of sharply dressed Mutt and Jeff Italian dudes alight from cars in front of the hotel. Apparently they were catching the Nat âKingâ Cole Trioâs last show in the hotel cabaret.
I went to the blue-mirrored bar and mixed a Cuba Libra, overweighted with rum. I heard Sparky, a pimp friend with a noisy mob, go into his suite across the hall. Then I put Savannah Churchillâs âTime Out For Tearsâ on the turntable. I heard a gentle knock on the door. I thought it had to be Phyl. I felt irritation that she had lost the key I had entrusted her with.
With casual reflex, I unlatched the door. It swung open. The stack of records clattered to the carpet. I stared slack-jawed at the Mutt and Jeff Italians I had glimpsed on the street muscling into the suite. Jeff pushed the door shut. They stood like sphinxes, royal blue overcoated, dap and deadly, inky eyes hooded staring at me. I couldnât ask them what they wanted. My terror and the stench of the oppressive cologne made me nauseous, mute.
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