and went to Ryder’s room. I looked at all his basketball things and looked at a picture that he had of me and him on his fifth birthday; I started to cry hard. I left the note on his pillow and whispered “I love you Ryder no matter what and I am sorry.”
I got into my car and drove to the airport. I had some things already shipped to my new condo on the beach. I ran through the airport and made it to my plane just in time. I felt like I could finally breathe.
I went back to thinking about the day Ryder saw me and Ghost having sex in the kitchen. Me and
Ghost had got into a fight about him and Emila. It was about how he still kept in contact with her, and how Blu was his daughter. The next thing I know, he slapped me and bent me over. He ripped my swimsuit bottoms off, and stuck his dick inside me. He forced me to have sex with him a lot. Whenever he wanted he wanted sex, and even if I said no; he even made me suck his dick. All he would do was grab my hair and force my head down. Sometimes when I was sleeping he would stand over me with his dick in my face. Most of the time he called me disrespectful names. He used to make love to me and make me feel special, but after his father passed, things changed. His whole attitude turned really dark, and I was scared of him.
Unbeknownst to him, I was having a affair of my own. I met this handsome business man a few years ago when I was on the beach. He was dark chocolate about 6’4, 220 pounds of muscle. He made me feel wanted; he was the reason I chose to move to California. He lived there and he would be moving into my Condo with me until we found a house of our own. We were planning on having a child together, I couldn’t be happier with my future. I was hoping that one day Ryder would want to join us.
Chapter Ten
Ryder
I walked into my room and threw my gym clothes on the floor. It had been a crazy week and all I want to do right now is lock myself in my room and watch some Netflix on my flat screen. I took off my shirt and Nikes then walked into my bathroom and turned on the shower. I turned on my iPod that was hooked up to my Bluetooth system in my bathroom. Monster by Eminem and Rihanna came through my speakers
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
I got into my shower and got under the water. At this moment, this song seemed like my life. With basketball and all my father’s demands, I feel like I was going crazy. I hadn’t saw my mom in a few days. I was going to look for her when I get out the shower. I washed up and got out, and grabbed some sweats from my closet. I threw on a white beater and some house shoes and sat on my bed. I saw a letter that had my name out in, so I opened it and saw it was from my mother. I was a little scared to read it.
Dear Ryder my lovely son
I wanted to tell you that I love you very very much. I had to leave, I know I should have told you in person, but I was afraid if I saw your face I would have stayed. I couldn’t take it anymore, I am not happy with your father and he scares me. I had to get out of town as soon as possible. I am very proud to call you my son and I’m hoping one day you will come stay with me. Your father and I haven’t been in love for a while. I’m not even sure he ever really did. He was forced to marry me, I found out he been having an affair the whole time. He forceds me to have sex with him and a bunch of other things. I’m not telling you this so you will hate him I just want you to know I have my reasons why I had to get away. I met a man here in california while he was on business. We fell in love and I’ll be moving in with him in Cali. I hope you
I got into my car and drove to the airport. I had some things already shipped to my new condo on the beach. I ran through the airport and made it to my plane just in time. I felt like I could finally breathe.
I went back to thinking about the day Ryder saw me and Ghost having sex in the kitchen. Me and
Ghost had got into a fight about him and Emila. It was about how he still kept in contact with her, and how Blu was his daughter. The next thing I know, he slapped me and bent me over. He ripped my swimsuit bottoms off, and stuck his dick inside me. He forced me to have sex with him a lot. Whenever he wanted he wanted sex, and even if I said no; he even made me suck his dick. All he would do was grab my hair and force my head down. Sometimes when I was sleeping he would stand over me with his dick in my face. Most of the time he called me disrespectful names. He used to make love to me and make me feel special, but after his father passed, things changed. His whole attitude turned really dark, and I was scared of him.
Unbeknownst to him, I was having a affair of my own. I met this handsome business man a few years ago when I was on the beach. He was dark chocolate about 6’4, 220 pounds of muscle. He made me feel wanted; he was the reason I chose to move to California. He lived there and he would be moving into my Condo with me until we found a house of our own. We were planning on having a child together, I couldn’t be happier with my future. I was hoping that one day Ryder would want to join us.
Chapter Ten
Ryder
I walked into my room and threw my gym clothes on the floor. It had been a crazy week and all I want to do right now is lock myself in my room and watch some Netflix on my flat screen. I took off my shirt and Nikes then walked into my bathroom and turned on the shower. I turned on my iPod that was hooked up to my Bluetooth system in my bathroom. Monster by Eminem and Rihanna came through my speakers
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
I got into my shower and got under the water. At this moment, this song seemed like my life. With basketball and all my father’s demands, I feel like I was going crazy. I hadn’t saw my mom in a few days. I was going to look for her when I get out the shower. I washed up and got out, and grabbed some sweats from my closet. I threw on a white beater and some house shoes and sat on my bed. I saw a letter that had my name out in, so I opened it and saw it was from my mother. I was a little scared to read it.
Dear Ryder my lovely son
I wanted to tell you that I love you very very much. I had to leave, I know I should have told you in person, but I was afraid if I saw your face I would have stayed. I couldn’t take it anymore, I am not happy with your father and he scares me. I had to get out of town as soon as possible. I am very proud to call you my son and I’m hoping one day you will come stay with me. Your father and I haven’t been in love for a while. I’m not even sure he ever really did. He was forced to marry me, I found out he been having an affair the whole time. He forceds me to have sex with him and a bunch of other things. I’m not telling you this so you will hate him I just want you to know I have my reasons why I had to get away. I met a man here in california while he was on business. We fell in love and I’ll be moving in with him in Cali. I hope you
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