a splint. Iâm bending down to adjust the hem of my jeans over it when the back of my neck starts to prickle. Slowly, I turn around.
Dexter and Mean Megan are standing in the doorway, holding glasses of juice. Dexter is also holding three swirly-striped cupcake candles.
âWHAT ARE YOU DOING IN HERE?â she says.
âLOOKING FOR DUSTY!â I say. Both of us tend to get loud when weâre surprised.
âTell you what,â Mean Megan says as I sidle toward the door. âIf I see your buggy, mangy, flea-bag, rodent-breath cat, Iâll let you know. Iâll drown it in the sink and leave it on your pillow.â She pushes the knapsack onto the floor and sits down on the bed. So she hasnât noticed anything. I feel the cherry pen slip over the knob of my ankle-bone and poke at my pants. Dexter is still glaring.
âWhy do you have candles?â I ask innocently, to distract her. âDid Mom let you?â
It works. âIf you tell, I will kill you.â
âOoh.â Iâve made it out the door. âScary.â
âIâll bake chunky cat cookies and make you eat them,â Mean Megan says. I see her flip her long black hair over her shoulder just before Dexter slams her bedroom door. Although I canât feel them, I know I hold a few of those same hairs in my tightly clenched fist.
Up in my room, Dusty lies dozing in a lozenge of sunlight on the quilt. âWake up,â I tell him, dumping my loot onto my little desk. âYou have to help me. Youâre my familiar.â
Dusty gives his rumbling purr, a loud noise from a small cat.
âThatâs right,â I say busily, getting organized. âYouâre a witchâs cat now.â
The thing I pulled from my sisterâs coat pocket turns out to be a tube of pink lipstick. This is strictly forbidden, so Dexter must cherish it very much to risk the kind of trouble sheâll get into if Mom finds it. I wrap the yellow hairs around it and knot them and do the same with the black hairs and the pen. Since I canât go anywhere distant and secret to bury them, I settle on the garbage can by the back door. We empty the smaller kitchen garbage there as it fills up each day, until the men come to dump it into the truck and take it to the landfill.
Thatâs burial, even if it is a few steps removed. When itâs my turn to do the trash, I simply add the items, whisper â Oeil de triton â thirteen times (my own creation), dump the regular garbage on top and go back inside.
âMom, I feel terrible,â Dexter complains the next morning at breakfast.
âYou do?â I say intently. Dexter leans over to flick me in the head.
One night we go to Grandma and Grandpaâs house for supper. Usually Grandma makes what Dad calls a royal spread: little dishes all over the table, using all kinds of ingredients Iâve barely heard ofâtamarind, nori, pine nuts, jicama, saffron. Each thing is just one or two bites and is delicious, and you get to eat about thirty things before youâre full. Tonight, though, we bring supper with us: three large pizzas and two tubs of ice cream because Dexter and I couldnât agree on just one flavor. Mom says weâre making things easy because Grandma is just a tiny, tiny bit tired. I think Mom is a tiny, tiny bit overdoing the nonchalance, which is a word Iâve recently learned that means pretending nothing is wrong. Pizza in Grandmaâs house is the definition of wrong. But when Grandma opens the door, she just says weâre all darlings. The dining table is laid with knives and forks and wine glasses and linen and nice china.
âIâve never eaten pizza with a knife and fork before,â Dad teases Grandma when weâre all sitting at the table.
âThis is delicious,â Grandma says, ignoring him. âWhat do you call this kind?â
âHawaiian,â Dexter says.
âDo you remember when we were in
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