us,â I whispered.
He took a step inside, and pieces of caked dirt settled on the linoleum floor. âIâm sorry,â he mumbled, seeing what he was doing to the floor.
âWhere have you been?â I asked.
But he was focused on his shoes and the mud on the floor. I wasscared he was going to leave. That heâd leave and disappear and Iâd never see him again.
âHere,â I said, kneeling in front of him, prying at the muddy laces of his work boots. His breathing was ragged, and up close, I could see a fine yellow powder clinging to his pants. I concentrated on keeping my hands steady, trying to settle the growing unease. Tyler. This was just Tyler. I had one shoe unknotted when my phone on the table rang, making us both jump. Tyler watched me move across the room while he took off his other boot.
âItâs my brother,â I said, frowning at the phone display. Tylerâs face mirrored mine. I held the phone to my ear.
âNic,â Daniel said before Iâd even said hello. âTell me where you are.â
âIâm home, Daniel.â
âAre you with Everett?â he asked, and I could hear wind through the phone. He was moving. Fast.
âNo,â I said. âHe left. Tylerâs here.â I looked over at Tyler, who had taken another step closer. He was halfway across the room, his head tilted to the side, like he was trying to hear the conversation.
âListen to me,â Daniel said as an engine came to life in the background. âGet out.â
My stomach dropped, and I looked at Tylerâs boots once more.
âGet out. Now. â
My hand dropped to my side. âTyler?â I asked as the phone slipped from my hand, cracked as it made contact with the floor. Pollen, I thought. Earth.
âWhat? What did he say?â Tyler said, his words quiet and laced with panic.
I looked at his hands, at the dirt caked under the nails, at the thin line of dried blood running between his thumb and pointer finger.
âTyler,â I said. âWhat did you do?â
He leaned against a chair, his fingers pressing into the wood. âIâm running out of time, Nic.â
And then I heard itâfaint and far awayâthe high-pitched call of a siren.
Tick-tock, Nic.
âWhat happened?â I asked.
He squeezed his eyes shut, and a slow tremor made its way through his body. âThey found a body at Johnson Farm.â
The field of sunflowers. Pollen. Earth.
The siren, growing insistent.
Tyler, coming closer.
And time standing perfectly, painfully still.
Itâs just a thing we created. A measure of distance. A way to understand. A way to explain things. It can weave around and show you things if you let it.
Let it.
The Day Before
DAY 14
T ime had gotten away from me. Iâd been searching through the boxes of Dadâs old books and teaching material while waiting for Everett to fall asleep, pulling scraps of paper from between the pages, checking the margins for comments. It mustâve been well after midnight, and I wasnât finding anything meaningful. Simpler and safer to trash it all. I stacked the boxes out in the hall to bring down to the garage in the morning.
The sound of rustling sheets carried through the open doorway, and I silently padded back to my bedroom in bare feet. Everett was sprawled across the middle of my bed, the yellow comforter discarded and crumpled on the floor beside him. He wasnât the deepest sleeper, but now his breathing was slow and measured. I placed my hand on his shoulder, and his back rose and fell in the same steady rhythm.
The clock on the nightstand said 3:04. Perfect. This was the empty gapâthat time between when everyone went to sleep, whenthe last stragglers headed home from Kellyâs Pub, and the earliest risers were up, when the newspaper delivery began. The world was silent and waiting.
I left the room, stepping over the piece of flooring that
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