snorting, stomping bull.
âI really want to ride bulls,â she says, her big green eyes trainedon Dad. âYou said I could do anything I put my mind to.â
Dad looks at Mom then back to Jennifer. âHave you ever seen anyone ride a bull? Other than on TV?â
She shakes her head.
âThen thatâs your first step.â
She smirks. âYou think if I do Iâll chicken out, but I wonât.â
âChicken out?â Dad says, disbelief in his voice. âNo granddaughter of mine is going to chicken out of anything.â
Mom leans forward in her chair. âOf course, if you decided you didnât want to do it, no one wouldââ
Dad reaches over and puts his hand gently on Momâs arm, and she stops in midsentence. âYouâll need a padded vest and a helmet,â he says to Jennifer.
âAnd a spare brain,â I mutter. I cannot believe heâs seriously considering letting her do this. Even in the best of situations, she could break a bone.
âI know just the person to help you,â Dad finishes as he walks over to the desk, picks up the cordless phone, and dials a number. Then he holds up a finger as he apparently waits for an answer on the other end. âJack?â he booms. âAlton Donovan here. My fifteen-year-old granddaughter is visiting this summer, and she wants to learn to ride bulls.â
Jack? As in Jack Westwood? Great.
âYes, sheâs here with me now, and she rides horses, but she thinks riding bulls sounds like fun.â
Jennifer is watching Dad, who is apparently listening intently to Jack, but I catch Momâs eye and lower my eyebrows. Has he lost his mind?
She shrugs.
Thatâs comforting.
âMm hm, mm hm. You will? I sure appreciate it.â
He hangs up the phone and beams at Jennifer. âMy neighborwill be glad to show you a few things about bull riding.â
âBut Iââ I stop. I donât even know what to say.
He looks at Jennifer in her shorts and sandals and then looks at me. âYou mind running her home to get some jeans on? Maybe she can fit into a pair of your boots. Jack said if youâll bring her by this afternoon, heâll introduce her to a bull and see what she thinks.â
Jennifer is already heading toward the door.
âBut what will Tammy. . .â I stand.
He puts a hand at my back and gives me a very gentle push toward the door. âYou girls go on. Iâll call Tammy and explain.â
I nod. When my dad makes up his mind, thereâs no room for argument. Iâm sure he sees himself as a master of psychology. I just hope it doesnât backfire on him.
W hatâs the deal with you and the Grands?â Jennifer asks on our way to the Lazy W.
âWhat do you mean?â I play dumb, like adults always seem to do when theyâre uncomfortable with a question. Something I never thought Iâd do. But it beats handing her the iPod thatâs lying on the console between us and suggesting she find some good music to listen to. Which appears to be my other option.
âYou kept apologizing. And when yâall talkedââshe picks up the iPod herself, apparently growing tired of the conversation already, thankfullyââit was just weird. Nothing like when weâre here for Christmas.â
Sheâs right. Itâs amazing what a buffer two extra adults can be. But without Russ and Tammy there, the awkwardness is palpable. Which is why, even though I drive out to the barn and ride several mornings a week, I donât go up to the house often.
Oh, I drop by on their birthdays. . .Motherâs Day and Fatherâs Day. . .and stay long enough to give them a generic-sounding card and equally generic gift. They mail me a card with a check in August for my birthday. And Mom usually calls. One time a few years ago, she got my machine and sheand dad sang âHappy Birthdayâ complete with
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