Washington.
JOE : I just canât, Roy. She needs me.
ROY : Listen, Joe. Iâm the best divorce lawyer in the business.
(Little pause.)
JOE : Canât Washington wait?
ROY : You do what you need to do, Joe. What you need. You . Let her life go where it wants to go. Youâll both be better for that. Somebody should get what they want.
MAN : What do you want?
LOUIS : I want you to fuck me, hurt me, make me bleed.
MAN : I want to.
LOUIS : Yeah?
MAN : I want to hurt you.
LOUIS : Fuck me.
MAN : Yeah?
LOUIS : Hard.
MAN : Yeah? You been a bad boy?
(Pause. Louis laughs, softly.)
LOUIS : Very bad. Very bad.
MAN : You need to be punished, boy?
LOUIS : Yes. I do.
MAN : Yes what?
(Little pause.)
LOUIS : Um, I . . .
MAN : Yes what , boy?
LOUIS : Oh. Yes sir.
MAN : I want you to take me to your place, boy.
LOUIS : No, I canât do that.
MAN : No what ?
LOUIS : No sir, I canât, Iâ
     I donât live alone, sir.
MAN : Your lover know youâre out with a man tonight, boy?
LOUIS : No sir, heâ
     My lover doesnât know.
MAN : Your lover know youâ
LOUIS : Letâs change the subject, OK? Can we go to your place?
MAN : I live with my parents.
LOUIS : Oh.
ROY : Everyone who makes it in this world makes it because somebody older and more powerful takes an interest. The most precious asset in life, I think, is the ability to be a good son. You have that, Joe. Somebody who can be a good son to a father who pushes them farther than they would otherwise go. Iâve had many fathers, I owe my life to them, powerful, powerful men. Walter Winchell, Edgar Hoover. Joe McCarthy most of all. He valued me because I am a good lawyer, but he loved me because I was and am a good son. He was a very difficult man, very guarded and cagey; I brought out something tender in him. He would have died for me. And me for him. Does this embarrass you?
JOE : I had a hard time with my father.
ROY : Well sometimes thatâs the way. Then you have to find other fathers, substitutes, I donât know. The father-son relationship is central to life. Women are for birth, beginning, but the father is continuance. The son offersthe father his life as a vessel for carrying forth his fatherâs dream. Your fatherâs living?
JOE : Um, dead.
ROY : He was . . . what? A difficult man?
JOE : He was in the military. He could be very unfair. And cold.
ROY : But he loved you.
JOE : I donât know.
ROY : No, no, Joe, he did, I know this. Sometimes a fatherâs love has to be very, very hard, unfair even, cold to make his son grow strong in a world like this. This isnât a good world.
MAN : Here, then.
LOUIS : I . . . Do you have a rubber?
MAN : I donât use rubbers.
LOUIS : You should. (He takes one from his coat pocket) Here.
MAN : I donât use them.
LOUIS : Forget it, then. (He starts to leave)
MAN : No, wait.
     Put it on me. Boy.
LOUIS : Forget it, I have to get back. Home. I must be going crazy.
MAN : Oh come on please he wonât find out.
LOUIS : Itâs cold. Too cold.
MAN : Itâs never too cold, let me warm you up. Please?
(Louis puts the condom on the Man â s cock, and they begin to fuck.)
MAN : Relax.
LOUIS (A grim, small laugh) : Not a chance.
(More fucking. It gets rough. Louis falls on his hands and knees. Then the Man stops.)
MAN : It . . .
LOUIS : What?
MAN : I think it mustâve . . . It broke, or slipped off, you didnât put it on right, orâ You want me to keep going?
     Pull out? Should Iâ
LOUIS : Keep going.
     Infect me.
     I donât care. I donât care.
(The Man pulls out.)
MAN : I . . . um, look, Iâm sorry, but I think I want to go.
LOUIS : Yeah.
     Give my best to Mom and Dad.
(The Man slaps him.)
LOUIS : Ow!
(They stare at each other.)
LOUIS : It was a
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