still and deserted. A bell rang against the doorframe when we came in, but we still had a long tired minute of leaning against the counter before a man slouched out of the back office.
“Help you?” He wore jeans and a short-sleeved yellow golf shirt that strained to encircle his meaty arms. His gut was hard and round and stretched the fabric to the point of near transparency.
Even though he was still relatively young, he had the look of an aging athlete about him, still strong beneath the flab. I doubt that in his high school football heyday he had seen himself a few years later working the counter at the Pastures. He was already getting on my nerves, having directed his greeting to Anne’s T-shirt, where it pulled tight across her breasts.
“Two rooms, adjoining if you have them,” I said.
His eyes flicked to me, then back across Anne, oblivious to her narrowed eyes. His tongue touched his lower lip. “Two rooms? Yeah, I have that. Be one-twenty plus tax. Checkout is noon tomorrow.” He pulled a couple of old-fashioned keys out of his desk, and I put my credit card and ID on the counter.
The keys were heavy brass with dark green plastic ovals attached to them by a ring, with room numbers printed in big faded gold block letters. He processed my card quickly and ignored the ID, his hands working deftly and without apparent supervision.
When he was done, he slid Anne’s key across the counter under his hand, but she pulled her fingers back before he could brush them with his.
“Eight and nine, to the right as you walk out. You need anything at all, sweetness, you just call the desk. I can let myself in.” His gaze crawled down her body.
Before I was aware of making the decision, I had already grabbed him by the back of the neck and slammed his head down onto the counter. The impact shook the entire front desk and cracked the wood of the countertop. He had managed to turn his face in time to save his nose and teeth, blood still sprayed out of his mouth as his lips split.
I wanted to yank his head up and slam it down again, this time hard enough to burst it open, but I didn’t. I don’t always have clarity at these moments, where I know I’m over the line and can stop myself, but this time we both got lucky.
I took my hand off his neck. “Stay down on the fucking counter, shut your mouth, and don’t look up until we leave.”
I could see the anger snapping in his eyes as he glared up at me, ready to fight, but it all drained out when he got a good look at my face. He looked away and went still, breathing heavily through his open mouth, anger replaced by fear.
You can tell when someone has reached a place in their heads where consequences no longer matter to them and any word or movement is liable to turn a confrontation into a crime scene. That’s what he was seeing now. I found myself poised, eyes locked on this piece of shit and wishing that he would twitch or say something that would give me an excuse to let go of my restraint.
We stood frozen across the counter from each other until the sound of the door slamming got my attention. Anne had stalked out of the office.
Disappointment mixed with shame as I stepped hastily away from the counter. I followed her out the door and caught up to her at Number Eight. She stopped with her key out, but instead of putting it in the lock, she spun to face me.
“I can’t believe you just did that!”
“That guy was a jackass.” I hadn’t cared much one way or another what people thought of me for years now, but all of a sudden it mattered.
“So what? I’m an adult. If I think something needs to be done, I’ll do it. I don’t need you protecting me like I’m some helpless little girl.” She jabbed the key at me. “You know what you just did? You just took away my adulthood in front of that man. Worse, you made me look like a victim.”
I felt my face grow hot. “It wasn’t even about you, alright? I just don’t like people treating women like
“Help you?” He wore jeans and a short-sleeved yellow golf shirt that strained to encircle his meaty arms. His gut was hard and round and stretched the fabric to the point of near transparency.
Even though he was still relatively young, he had the look of an aging athlete about him, still strong beneath the flab. I doubt that in his high school football heyday he had seen himself a few years later working the counter at the Pastures. He was already getting on my nerves, having directed his greeting to Anne’s T-shirt, where it pulled tight across her breasts.
“Two rooms, adjoining if you have them,” I said.
His eyes flicked to me, then back across Anne, oblivious to her narrowed eyes. His tongue touched his lower lip. “Two rooms? Yeah, I have that. Be one-twenty plus tax. Checkout is noon tomorrow.” He pulled a couple of old-fashioned keys out of his desk, and I put my credit card and ID on the counter.
The keys were heavy brass with dark green plastic ovals attached to them by a ring, with room numbers printed in big faded gold block letters. He processed my card quickly and ignored the ID, his hands working deftly and without apparent supervision.
When he was done, he slid Anne’s key across the counter under his hand, but she pulled her fingers back before he could brush them with his.
“Eight and nine, to the right as you walk out. You need anything at all, sweetness, you just call the desk. I can let myself in.” His gaze crawled down her body.
Before I was aware of making the decision, I had already grabbed him by the back of the neck and slammed his head down onto the counter. The impact shook the entire front desk and cracked the wood of the countertop. He had managed to turn his face in time to save his nose and teeth, blood still sprayed out of his mouth as his lips split.
I wanted to yank his head up and slam it down again, this time hard enough to burst it open, but I didn’t. I don’t always have clarity at these moments, where I know I’m over the line and can stop myself, but this time we both got lucky.
I took my hand off his neck. “Stay down on the fucking counter, shut your mouth, and don’t look up until we leave.”
I could see the anger snapping in his eyes as he glared up at me, ready to fight, but it all drained out when he got a good look at my face. He looked away and went still, breathing heavily through his open mouth, anger replaced by fear.
You can tell when someone has reached a place in their heads where consequences no longer matter to them and any word or movement is liable to turn a confrontation into a crime scene. That’s what he was seeing now. I found myself poised, eyes locked on this piece of shit and wishing that he would twitch or say something that would give me an excuse to let go of my restraint.
We stood frozen across the counter from each other until the sound of the door slamming got my attention. Anne had stalked out of the office.
Disappointment mixed with shame as I stepped hastily away from the counter. I followed her out the door and caught up to her at Number Eight. She stopped with her key out, but instead of putting it in the lock, she spun to face me.
“I can’t believe you just did that!”
“That guy was a jackass.” I hadn’t cared much one way or another what people thought of me for years now, but all of a sudden it mattered.
“So what? I’m an adult. If I think something needs to be done, I’ll do it. I don’t need you protecting me like I’m some helpless little girl.” She jabbed the key at me. “You know what you just did? You just took away my adulthood in front of that man. Worse, you made me look like a victim.”
I felt my face grow hot. “It wasn’t even about you, alright? I just don’t like people treating women like
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