didnât listen to him. Most of the time I wished I had.
Donât stick a burr in that McComb fellowâs shoe, he said to me that night as I was loading a wheelbarrow in the barn and hauling it out to our compost pile.
He started it, I replied.
Thatâs what weâd always tell ourselves before we scrambled somebodyâs eggs.
I donât need this, L.Q.
You should have parked one between Wyatt Dixonâs eyes and put a throw-down on him. No serial numbers, no prints but his own.
Would you give it a rest? I said.
He climbed up on the stall and sat on the top slat. He had a black mustache and his hair grew in black locks on the back of his neck; his shirt glowed as brightly as snow in moonlight. This American Horse business is starting to develop a federal odor, he said.
You were always a closet statesâ-righter, L.Q. You just never accepted it. Now shut up.
When I looked up, the stall was empty. From up the slope I could hear an owl screeching in the trees.
I dumped the wheelbarrow on the compost pile just as the phone rang in the house. The message machine didnât click on and the phone was still ringing when I entered the kitchen. For some reason I thought it might be L.Q. It wasnât.
âWhat do you want, Johnny?â I asked.
He was clearly drunk. In the background I could hear country music and loud voices. âCome have a drink with me and Amber,â he said.
âDonât make me get you out of jail,â I replied.
I heard someone pull the phone from his hand. âDrag your butt down here, you wet blanket,â Amberâs voice said.
âThanks for the call,â I said, and hung up.
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LATER, IN THE EARLY HOURS of Sunday morning, a diminutive man, one for whom joy was an emotion he experienced only in stealing it from others, lay in the semidarkness of his hospital room, the maples outside alive with wind, the mountains to the east rounded softly like a womanâs breasts, the clouds veined with lightning.
The Demerol flowing out of the IV into his finger was the best dope heâd ever had. It made him neither high nor low but instead created a neutral space inside him that was like warm water in a stone pool or the fleeting sense of tranquillity he experienced after sexual intercourse. He paid little attention to the deputy who looked in on him occasionally or the nurses who came and went or a solitary figure in greens who gazed benignly at him out of the shadows, then reached down to puff up his pillow.
In fact, the Demerol made Charlie Ruggles feel so good about his situation he was sure the right people would once again show up in his life, as they always did, and set matters straight. It had started to rain, a warm, beautiful, steady rain that pattered on the tops of the maple trees. He could not remember a night that had been as perfect in its combination of colors and sensations. When he turned his head toward the figure in greens, the coolness of the pillow being placed across his face made him think of a womanâs kiss, perhaps from years ago, although in truth he did not recall any woman whose touch had been this cool and gentle.
Then a terrible weight crushed down on him, sealing his eyes, pressing his skin back from his teeth, as though he were trying to smile for the first time in his life.
Chapter 5
DARREL MCCOMB and another detective served the search warrant at Johnnyâs house on Monday morning. What happened as a result became a matter of perspective. Amber Finley told one story, Darrel McComb and his partner another. I tended to believe Amber.
âWhat do you expect to find in his closet?â she said to McComb.
âA set of greens, the kind hospital personnel wear?â McComb said.
âYouâre an idiot,â she said.
While Johnny sat on the porch, McComb tore the closet apart, throwing all Johnnyâs hangered shirts and trousers out on the floor. Then he reached down and picked up a pair of
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