for?â
âIn case the Indian hurt you,â I said.
Mr Johnson smiled and shook his head. âThey were fishing spears, not fighting spears.â
I hadnât even known that there were different types. âWhat did he want?â
âAbaroo,â said Mr Johnson.
I felt anger sweep up from my toes. The black man had seen how pretty she was. He wanted Birrung to be his wife . . .
âHe is her brother,â said Mr Johnson quietly. âAbaroo wanted to go with him, to live with her father, Maugoran, or with Barangaroo, the wife of Bennelong. I told her she must stay here. We must try to teach her to be civilised, to know God . . .â
To help Mrs Johnson if she gets sick, I thought. Sometimes women did get sick afterwards, even if they didnât die when they had the baby. Childbirth fever, they called it. Thatâs what had killed lots of the women who had babies back in gaol. But maybe Birrung knew how to make that better too . . .
âI didnât know she had any family,â I said. âI thought they all died in the plague.â It felt funny, to think that all along sheâd had family. Iâd thought she was an orphan like me.
âThey left her to die when she was sick! We are her family now. She must stay here,â said Mr Johnson. He hesitated. âThe governor wishes her to stay too. Barney, perhaps I shouldnât tell a child this . . .â
A child, I thought. Iâm ten years old! Iâve sailed across the world! And stayed alive in Newgate Prison, which was harder.
âThereâve been more attacks by the natives. Even people killed. The natives have been sadly provoked,I know, but . . . well, the governor hopes Abaroo, like Bennelong and little Nanberry, might be an ambassador to their people. Teach them to like us . . .â
By keeping Birrung away from her pa and brother? I thought. By keeping Bennelong prisoner? It was a funny way to make friends.
âAnd to know the ways of God,â finished Mr Johnson.
I looked down as Elsieâs hand took the frying pan from mine. Back in the lean-to I could hear Birrung sobbing.
CHAPTER 10
Birrung Stays
April 1790
Birrung didnât go. It would have been easy to leave us, to leave our house, to leave the colony. The colony was a prison without any walls. Any of the convicts could have wandered off, except theyâd starve, or be killed by the natives.
Birrung could have gone back to her family. She could have fished in a canoe with Barangaroo, swum every day instead of working in the garden. But she stayed with us.
The melons ripened, and more corn. We spent night after night shucking the paper husks off and cutting the kernels from the cobs, to make the crop smaller to store, me and the Johnsons and Birrung and Sally and Elsie sitting in the firelight, and baby Milbah sleeping in the cradle made from a sea chest.
When Milbah wasnât sleeping, she made a lot of noise, crying or laughing, and made messes in the napkins Sally had to wash. But her face wasnât red now â it was pink and white â and she even had a tiny curl of hair at the front. Sometimes Mrs Johnson let me hold her. She squirmed a lot, but she felt sort of nice too.
We hung the bags of corn on ropes in the shed, with sharp rounds of metal halfway down to stop the rats running up the walls and down the rope and eating all our harvest.
There were bags of dried beans and dried peas, and pumpkins and marrows left in the sun till their skins hardened so they didnât rot during the winter. Sally boiled some of the watermelons, then strained the juice till it was a sweet clear syrup, and poured it into tightly corked old wine bottles, to sweeten our puddings in the year to come. There was no sugar left in the colony now, not even treacle or molasses. Birrung hadnât brought usany honey for months â she didnât go off by herself to forage now. I wondered if
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