about you.â âBullshit. Milt doesnât worry about anybody but himself.â Rod finished off the beer sitting on the counter and crushed the can before tossing it into the recycle bin. âOkay, let me rephrase that. Heâs interested in protecting his investment. Iâm the one whoâs worried.â âIâm thinking about taking a few days off, thatâs all.â He lifted a shoulder to make the statement more nonchalant. Silverware clinked as she dropped it into its plastic container. âA few days off.â âYeah.â âTo do what? Hang around here with the blinds down and drink yourself into oblivion?â âNo, smart-ass. To visit Arizona.â She hesitated. âAnyone in particular you want to see?â He imagined his father and Edna. âNot really.â Although there was Jorge⦠âYou must have some reason for wanting to go. You barely got home after being away for three months.â Heâd never given her any details about his childhood. He kept it vague with everyone, merely saying that heâd come from a hellhole in southern Arizona and was glad to be out of it. But Rachel clued in fast. Holding her dripping hands over the sink, she measured him with her eyes. âDoes this have to do with your past?â âMaybe.â After drying her hands on a towel, she shut the dishwasher. âYouâre really going to hold out on me?â He moved toward the fridge to get another beer, but she intercepted him. âSit down. Iâm making you some dinner.â âNo, youâre not. With you getting in my way, I canât go back to drinking.â âThatâs true. But as long as Iâm here, you may as well talk to me.â He shoved a hand through his hair. âShit.â âThatâs flattering. Iâm glad I came over to help.â âItâs not that I donât want you here.â Actually, it was. But not because he didnât care about her. âItâs just⦠Iâm not sure what to do.â âAboutâ¦â âGoing to Arizona.â She took two frozen chicken breasts from his freezer. âSomething happen down there?â âSome asshole is shooting illegal aliens as they come across the border, and Iâm contemplating putting a stop to it. Thatâs all.â âLocal law enforcement canât manage?â âBordertown isnât exactly prosperous. It has a few wealthy ranchers but almost everyone else lives below the poverty line. There isnât a lot of money in the public coffers.â She put the chicken in the microwave to defrost. âThe county or the state will help. Maybe even the Feds.â âProbably. But I wouldnât charge anything. I know the area. And Iâm fluent in Spanish. I could float around, maybe pick up on a few things law enforcement might miss.â He felt he owed it to his mother and her people. That was the most compelling reason, but he didnât say so. âIf itâs that important to you, Iâm sure you can get the time off from Department 6. Youâve got weeks of vacation coming.â âThatâs what I figured.â âSo why are you fighting it?â âYou think I should go.â She laughed. âNo. You think you should go. Obviously. Thatâs why youâre so conflicted. Iâm just trying to tell you that drinking wonât change that.â âMy father lives there,â he finally admitted. Her steady gaze met his. âYou told me you didnât have a father.â âI did?â He couldnât remember saying that. âYep.â âWell, thatâs essentially true. He never acknowledged me. He gave my mother money every now and thenâas much as he could siphon away without risking the wrath of his wifeâbut nothing steady and only out of a sense of obligation. He had another