thereâd beenno coercion or magic about it. He hadnât had to delude her in any way. She wanted him. She was enough like him for him to know that. Her kiss good night had been filled with desire and impatience and eagerness to have him.
Theyâd have a good life together; he hadnât been lying about that. He hadnât lied about anything. He never did, or rather, he never wanted to. This time, heâd just not said those things she might have asked had she not been so taken with him, with romance, with her fate.
He was very pleased. Eve was charming. She wasnât as beautiful as some other females heâd known, but sheâd appealed to his senses enormously, and for a wonder, she was also clever. That was a novelty and a joy. He knew heâd enjoy their time together. And, Aubrey vowed to the glowing moon above him, he would be as good to her as heâd told her heâd be. And he might, he thought, even come to love her. That was, to love her insofar as he was capable of it.
He rode home through the shadows, smiling.
Chapter 5
E ve shuddered. Aubreyâs lips had left hers, his hands slowly drew away from her body, and now he sat back, only inches away from her. But he was far enough away to restore her to her senses. She took a deep shivering breath as he pulled up her sleeve and the neckline of her gown, and covered her.
âWhy?â she asked, without looking at him. âWhy did you stop? Did I do wrong?â
âNo, too right. Thatâs the point. You do too well. I stopped because weâre not married. I can only go so far and no further.â
She raised shaking hands to rearrange her hair. Heâd run his hands through the tangle of it as heâd kissed her. It had felt as though each separate hair had a nerve of its own.
âWe wonât be wed for six months,â she said. âSo either we stop doing this entirely, or we do more. Whatâs the difference? Weâll be married soonenough.â Before she could be startled by what had come from her own lips, he answered.
âNot soon enough,â he said. âYou want to walk down the aisle by yourself, not with our son in your arms, or at least, not with his imminent arrival visible.â
âWe donât have to go that far,â she said.
âI do,â he said.
âWhy?â
âBecause,â he said patiently, âI donât like to feel like a boy stealing kisses in a darkened corner. And I have only so much control. I donât want to dishonor you; neither would you be comfortable with such a thing. But this kissing and nibbling, touching and withdrawing is not enough, Eve. Thereâs satisfaction to be found that way, but itâs furtive and unfulfilling. We can do much better, weâre adults. Yet we arenât yet wed. And why is that?â he asked, as he reached out a slender hand and gently traced the outer whorls of her inner ear. âThe settlements are made,â he added softly. âYour father was too generous, by the way. Your brother likes me.â
âYou offered to teach him to drive your chestnuts,â she said, trying not to shiver at his touch. âHeâd have given you his soul for that.â
âIndeed? I forgot to ask him for it. Well, letâs see what else weâve settled, besides any objections your family might have had. The guest list is complete. The banns have been posted, the church selected. Weâve been wined and dined and toasted to the sky by friends, family, and acquaintances.â
âI havenât met your relatives,â she said.
âNor are you likely to. I told you,â he said sadly. âThere are few, and those are far between, or simply far away. There are no more impediments, Eve. Yet, now, because you want a spring wedding, we must wait longer, through autumn, winter, and then into spring. A season into another season, and then another.â He said the last as though
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